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time to say buh-bye dead blog :)

2010-08-22T04:16:00.000-07:00

well,im switching to xanga,TEEHEE.maybe will update here when im free :)

#544 Things always start with ifs

2010-08-07T20:10:00.000-07:00

alrighty i will blog properly this time,since you people complaint about it=-=

let me start with my schooling then
first of all,i got a post for my two clubs :) which is Lembaga Maintenance and Sejarah & Geografi

in LM: penolong ketua tugasan 2 :)

in S&G: penolong publisiti :)

and thank you guys for all the congrats.

about my studying?god-_- im still working on it..i'm just so darn lazy.so,after this i will force myself to study :)

and uhmmmmmm uhmmm seriously! i dont know what to blog about lol-.-

oh,in my head now,there's so much things to think of,HECTIC much :(

things that i wanna voice out of my head:

-you asshole bitcxth! =/ if you dont have em,you're alone.

-why am i so fcking lazy-_- i wonder how am i gonna face my exams

-when am i gonna tell mum abt my phone-.- it's been more than one week

-geez,need to work hard on my personality,for LM's sake-0-

-why is the song,'secret by one republic' always in my head?==

-i miss his smile =x

-im hungry now-.-

hah,so yea,im hungry-.- and i need to start exercising,its been more than a month,almost two that i never go for my swimming D:

if time stops.

2010-08-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

sorry for not updating,you know im damn lazy xD
well.its been hectic for me.
and i dont feel like blogging anymore.
HAHAH XD

#542 unreasonable

2010-07-17T18:57:00.000-07:00

was taken during my housewarming :)

it's been real busy after the world cup ended

oh wait..

HA-HA! SPAIN WON,germany lost :p

suddenly it reminded me something about me upset with argentina's lost and...

sarah:*sleeping on the table
athalia: awww,dont be sad,germany won :D
sarah:=-=....
*mr tham walks by and heard wht she said*
mr tham: sing her the dont cry for me argentina
song,then maybe she will stop.
sarah:-0- wtf?lol
athalia and others started singing tht song and continues to make fun of
me-_-

okay,skip that.as i was saying,i was busy cause in one week's time there's quite a handful of birthday girls and boys-_- so i was busying with making all those cards and stuff.hope they will like it then :)

my sis's birthday was the same day as jia xi's so i cant go celebrate with jia xi =/ sorry girl.i bought my sis a gift for the first time and my sis liked it although she didnt say it out loud but i can see it in her face,mom and dad reaction was shocked a little but i bet they feel happy cause me and my sis fought most of the time and we dont look like we like each other,ha-.- i didnt mean that just that SHE ANNOYS ME.that's all i want to say :p

went to LM interview on saturday morning,i was the third to get interviewed and i think i sucked big time,sigh.failure,i am.at night i went for jia en's birthday was 2.30 hours late,but at least im not late for the cake! LOL. and reached home at 12am,thanks for the ride keong :) and uhmmm,i guess that;s all and i dont think im that busy anymore-.- because of this,i had neglected my schedule and now i think i should get back to it cause dad's real pissed,not because of my schedule,its because of me participating so many stuff-_- had a small fight with him,sometimes i dont get why he had to say these..

sarah:what's wrong with attending other people's
birthday party?
dad: why cant you just stay home and study and stop
participating so many stupid things
sarah: supporting my school's cheerleading is not
stupid,going for my club interview to see if i get any post is not stupid,want
to go for swimming is not stupid,going to other people's birthday party is not
stupid either
dad: then when you have 100 friends
you attend 100 bithday party also la?!!
sarah: DO
YOU KNOW THAT THIS WEEK THERE'S THREE INVITATION FOR ME TO ATTEND THIER EVENT
AND STUFF? I ONLY GO FOR ONE,ISNT THAT GOOD ENOUGH ALREADY?
dad: WHY CANT YOU STAY HOME AND STUDY?
sarah:...
dad: I DONT WANT YOU
TO BE SO SOCIABLE
sarah :*i was like WHT THE FCK?* WHAT'S WRONG WITH
BEING SOCIABLE?ITS SO UNREASONABLE,DAD
dad:
....GO ASK YOUR MOM,i dont want to talk to you anymore
sarah: *going upstairs for mom* you know what? i think
im being quite obedient already,other people always get to hang out with thier
friends quite often but i seldom do that because i dont want you to get mad and
fight with you and you cant blame me for being sociable,i like to have friends
and i will still study just that i like to play and get this result,you think im
not upset with it?im doing something about it already,i hope you will understand
me
dad:.....*he's still mad obviously cause i heard
some banging sounds downstairs when i was talking to mom*

this's not the first time,there's other times like uhmmm yea,there's one time he was like:" you are getting out of control already! and i cant control you anymore!" and that time,its just me getting home late because my friend cant get me home early but that time its my fault too i didnt tell them i was going out.but the controlling part pisses me off.

didnt talk to dad since i came back last night

well i cant blame my dad,my mom knows me more than him.forget that then.

okay i need to get bck on doing those homework now,ciao

#541 upset,very upset.

2010-07-03T21:17:00.000-07:00

watched aregntina vs germany.
0-4
WTF RIGHT?
at least score one goal :(
....so dissapointed...
im fcking upset,vry fcking upset.

#540 HIGUAIN! :)

2010-06-27T03:16:00.000-07:00

apple of my eye :)

GOAL! rofl

cute,cute,can i hug you? x)

nice shot!

*heart melts*

I saved the best one :P

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TADAAAAAAAAA

SO CUTE XD

and lili's messi! xD

#539 freaking useless

2010-06-27T02:03:00.000-07:00

does this looks like a ghost to you?-.-

*looks at my result*

well,yea-.- i suck.ha.end of story.

my piano practical exam's coming soon :) but im not that prepared T_T

and my school's anniversary's coming soon too,and my club's responsible for the opening ceremony,im the penolong ketua,hope everything goes well! *crosses fingers*

IM FREAKING USELESS.

such an emo.

#538 back on track?

2010-06-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

hah,im back again xD

okay,i will admit,I'M VRY EFFING LAZY TO UPDATE THIS DEAD BLOG :D

so,where shall i start?oh,yea...

TODAY'S THE FCKING LAST DAY OF MY HOLIDAYS AND IM GONNA FACE THOSE SUCKY RESULTS TMR!

*looks at my time table*

MATHS

BIOLOGY

PHYSICS

CHEMISTRY

oh god,such great subjects on the first day of school reopening=-=

guess what's in my head now..

die die die die die DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE D.I.E!

niceeee-.-

how was my holidays?well,it turned out busy but aint that bad :)

went for my LM leadership camp for three days two nights and went home sleeping like a dead man for 17hours [yes,i know,wow] and i could continue my hibernation if mum didnt wake me up for my piano class=-= then friday,two days aft my camp,mum took me to singapore [nice,shopping] but then== the pricing.....ITS KILLING ME,i didnt get to buy much things that i eye on,my heart's aching,god-.-LOL.then i came back on monday,WHICH IS ALSO THE DAY I LOST MY DOMOKUN PURSE :( yes i cried== hah,i know i'm stupid,but then it's one of my precious things-.- i cant get the same one anymore :( [seriously,i went bck to the shop two days ago,no,they never sell it anymore] and then the next day [tuesday] i went for my sejarah and geografi pahang-kuantan trip.yea,i know what you're gonna say "YOU LIKE SEJARAH AND GEOGRAFI ONE MEH?" yea,mum said that to me too-.-lol.NOYB! xD

had fun during the pahang trip,met some new buddies and also the moment i start to fall in love with FIFA WORLD CUP XD BRAZIL!!!hahaha then i went bck the next day,its a two days one night trip.love the beach most among all the places we went at pahang.then uhmmm...went to midvally with quince and lili on friday to watch THE A-TEAM.cool shit man! xD i will rate 4.5/5! saw alot of 'strangers' that day :) then uhmmm,guess that's all now :D

oh oh

HAPPY PAPA'S DAY DADDY :) although i didnt get you anything this year but i give you my heart?LOLLL *sounds wrong to me,somehow*

i miss my baoyu suddenly!lol

CIAO! :D

I SUPPORT ARGENTINA AND BRAZIL! xD i gave up on france,hahas,sorry

#537 baoyu's day :)

2010-06-01T01:44:00.001-07:00

HELLO!
im here to wish my one and PONLY baoyu a vryvry happy birthday :)
made her a cardbaord thingy,LOL,hope she likes it xD will post a picture of it next time :)
so yea..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIZTAY CHUANGGGG :)

and wow,this blog is SO DEAD == so yea,im here to update a little,A LITTLE :p

what's happening:
1.EXAM WEEK! *PUKE
2.never get some proper sleep for dont know how many days=-=
3.think i will get sucky results =/
4.MY ENGLISH ESSAY! D:
5.i've moved to a new house,i miss the old one and my waiyen :(

what's sarah thinking:
1.I LOVE MUSE! MATTHEW!
2.I LOVE 3OH!3 :D *my first kiss was a little like this [smooch] and twist [smooch][smooch]
3.will i know how to do addmaths tmr=-=
4.when will i blog properly==
5.when will mum buy me a dressing table?
6.will dad keep his promise to buy me an iphone=-=

what's coming up:
1.HOLIDAYS! YEA BABY! :DDD
2. LM leadership camp =-= gahhh,there's so much i havent do
3.MY OPENING HOUSE PARTY :D
4.LILI'S COMING TO MY PLACEEEEE
5.4S8 CLASS OUTING !! :) BBQ~
6.SWIMMINGGG
7.piano practical exam on july =-= SIGHHH

#536 banana!

2010-05-16T00:31:00.000-07:00

-spot me in tht pic :D

whoa-.- i didnt update this thing for so darn long,lol.

one word

LAZY

ha ;p uhmmmm,so....i dont knw wht to blog abt-.-

oh!

last night went for cyd's bday party:)

so,yea,happy birthday cyd! :D

photos?posted on facebook.

EXAM SOON!

dead*

update next time *wonders whn is the next time*

#535 hectic?

2010-05-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

i will update for sure on saturday night:)
effing busy nowadays

#534 its so darn juicy

2010-05-01T19:26:00.000-07:00

Im so gonna get my hands on this dress

#533 your smile melts me

2010-04-30T08:44:00.000-07:00

am watching twilight,tee-hee (: both of em are soooooo sweeeeet

I don't really know what to blog actually :p
talk about today then.uhmmm,went form LM duty,hung out with ma friends and uhmmmm nothing much,went amcorp to eat korean food with sook min and wei ci :p went home after that.
what else?
oh,EXAM.
shitty thing =x

i never knew with just one smile,can make me go crazy,i adore you so damn much

#532 i just cant look away.

2010-04-23T18:15:00.000-07:00

banana bud,cheer up,well,i get what you mean,i had felt that way before and it sucked,how did i get over it?leave the ones whom you think they wont care or anything (but of course still friends with them) and spend your time with people you love and they really do love you back :) i've found mine.

i got fucked up during my piano class and during LM's inter bahagian game's 'jian tao hui',the only thing i want to tell the committee that,i know my attitude and im sry abt it,but then,i do mind abt you guys talking abt it in front of everybody.(maybe that's the point?discussing it in front of everbody,idk,ohwell)

ohwell,forget abt it.

anyways,my piano....oh god-_- LOL.im soooo lazy to practice it,like seriously-.-

and exam's around the corner,i have no mood to study-_-

im dead,dead,dead,dead!

and i began to love my class even more,will it be hard for me to leave now?

#531 popping into my life.

2010-04-21T07:23:00.000-07:00

i wonder.
if i leave,will i regret but the urge of leaving is so strong but even so,will mom lets me?
i've got the feeling that she wont somehow,it's quite rushing but i dont want to miss this chance.
CYDNEY EE!!!!!

#530 We were always meant to say goodbye.

2010-04-17T22:16:00.000-07:00

I think alot since yesterday and i got my answers..i guess..
where should i start now?hmmm.
well,it's been time that i really spilled everything on my blog-.-then now i shall spill it! :D on purpose!whoops!*knocked off the glass of water* -.- uhhh i dont get what im talking about to,ignore that.anyway.
i thought that i will never want to let go although i want it really badly deep down but the time had finally arrived and im quite pleased with myself for starting to let go.I kept finding excuses i guess,all these while just to not let you go =s
i'm not gonna detial everything cause it's like..private?LOL.anyhow.when i was with you all day and..with someone else of course,im actually comparing you with another,asking myself questions like "what's so great about you that i had wasted so much time on while we are neither moving forward or backwards" and then i realised it.[it's not actually wasting it's just that,something blinded me,somehow,i couldnt explain this part.]and when ahem,ahem,ahem! i actually wished that you were someone else.i feel bad somehow but my girls told me it's kinda normal?well,maybe,i dont know cause it's been time that i like someone else other than you.but then still,*i hate this part*i realise i still cant completely let go but am letting go.cause i found out that the one that i wished he was you,he can melt my heart like you used to and perhaps,he will be better.wait,he IS better,no doubts about that.if you miraculously reading this,i miraculously apologize?Lili will slaughter me for being so polite with you-.-lol,i wonder why ppl hate you tho,hmmp.lols.anyway,i bet you are now,doing the same thing as i am now,i understand what you're doing,that's why im starting to let go too,so yea,hope we would still be friends:)
*to be frank,there's alot more that i want to say but somehow,it's stored inside my head,i dont know how to take it out and type it here.but then,this will be the last post of you.i realised im starting to keep things inside,this aint me*

#529 skip a beat.

2010-04-14T07:03:00.000-07:00

BOOM!BANG!SCREECH!SPLASH!

teehee.

hello,how are you today?i am mighty fine thank you very much.

==LAME!LOL.

anyway,today was a good day,i had my laughs :) but im lazy to talk abt it xD cause it aint tht interesting,lol.

oh oh! today,there's this dude came to liek,collect rubbish or smth-.- whn he opened our dustbin,PHEWWW WHEEE,its so darn smelly even our history teacher ran away,LOL.i blam our ketua kebersihan aka TAN KIAN KUN!==there's even maggots inside the dustbin==EWW MUCH!

went for my saringan practice,aint satisfied,i suck at it! roar!=-=

i wonder if your heart skipped a beat like i do when you found out that im just nearby.i wonder if your heart was racing fast when i was standing in fornt of you like i do.i wonder if you are not willing to leave when im rushing to reach for you but i was too late.i wonder i wonder.

#528 Listen

2010-04-12T07:23:00.000-07:00

hello,sorry that i've been neglecting my blog for so darn long.the laziness conquering me=-= LOL.

anyways,had my LM inter bahagian games last saturday,some didnt went good but still,some went according to plan=) i hope the members enjoyed it=x i tatse failure somehow,SIGH.anyways,im lazy to blog about it xD wanna know more ask me in person,teehee.

anyhow,today is a big day for my pony! :D pony who? pony him!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:)

lols.may all your wishes come true,hope you will like what you recieved and once again,thanks for the domokun! xD

#527 i cant make up my mind,mind,mind

2010-04-05T07:36:00.000-07:00

hello there(:

want to wish a happy belated birthday to yap rui han :)

it seems like i've had lost contact with ya== you're always hard to find =x well,hope the outing on friday succeeds :D i miss you =x although everytime you see me,what came out from your damned mouth aint good-.-LOL

anyhow,i love you (:

now,actually i have nothing much to blog about=-=

lols.

-i think everything will reveal when it's sunday (: i will just wait and see.and i hope,everything goes well.=/ wonder if you will like my surprise(: hearts.

#526 how will i know?

2010-04-01T04:00:00.000-07:00

it's april fool's day:)
and i want to wish my best boring partner,victor,a very happy birthday! :D may all your wishes come true:)

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took our class photo and my clubs photos.i bet i look suckish in it-_-SIGH,lol.anyway.i have nth much to blog abt.damn i miss babe so much right now,I HATE THIS FEELING-_-

#525 you were my heaven on earth

2010-03-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

-i miss my hair=x

BOOM! BANG! POW! SPLASH! SCREECH!

well,actually,am lazy to blog abt LM gathering xD but all i could say is,its fun:) I CANT WAIT FOR INTER GAMES! teehee,im one of the organizers~whoots xD dont look down on me-_-

lol.anyway,im here to blog abt MISS ONG AI GEOK! my mathematics teacher-.-

why?cause when she's teaching us modern maths,chap 3,sets.she used me as her example-.-

EVERYONE OF EM FOR SURE,THERE'S MY NAME ON THE STUPID BOARD.idk why,i feel uneasy somehow-_- and bravo,she gave me new nicknames and my classmates started to call me.such as?

such as.

sarah 1,sarah 2,sarah 3,sarah 4 and so on

and know what's the worst part?

miss ong:for example,sarah
1,sarah2,sarah 3,sarah 4 and
so on,of course there's only one sarah
la,unless there is sarah WONG,sarah
TAN,sarah ahhh,ahh...huh....sarah
ahhhhh,sarah lah
class:BURST OUT LAUGHING*SARAH
AHHHHH
sarah:*burried herself in her arms* but im
laughing
tho-.-WTFLOL.

and uhmm i kinda like,uhhh lost my temper during biology-_-wanted to say sorry to those whom i accidentally yelled at.why i was losing my temper?cause i lost my chemistry paper,and the class is effing noisy,and the teacher's nt here,evryone kept asking me to find teacher which i dont want to cause i wanna do my chemistry folio and othr stuffs tht's bothering me-.-LOL?

anyhow,nth much today,just as usual..

-babe oh babe!just you wait:)

#524 whatever will be,will be:)

2010-03-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

my red hot champions! xD well,there are more,but i dont have our group picture-_-

will blog abt ytd's LM gathering next time,teehee.tmr am going to have my oral! AHHHHH,lols.wish me luck xd

blog abt it tmr then:)

going to bed to dream abt ponies and rainbows perhaps even leprechauns! HAHAHHAHA XD

xoxo,sarahc.

#533 My heart is filled with you

2010-03-26T04:53:00.000-07:00

today's a nice day:)

had fun in class with athalia and sim and cuiling AND eugene,LOL.damn long didnt crap with eugene-.-lols.

and misskohwaiyen and jia xi went for the modern dace competition,and won first prize!congrats ladies:) and thier dance mates.:D

OH GOD.i miss babe so darn much=/ see wht did you do to me-_-sarahc never had been this way before! and this time it's because of you,could i just make myself forget you so i will get out of this torture?:)

in your dreams-_-

anyways,I CANT WAIT FOR NEXT WEEK,babe oh babe!babe may not know,but am giving a surprise!teehee

#522 would you swear that you'ill always be mine?

2010-03-25T03:15:00.001-07:00

last night was shitty.felt a lil better aft talking to babe and some friends:)

woke up this morning,thought of last night suddenly and what babe said,i put it into a box and buried deep down,ignoring it.school was fine.(: drew smth fr amanda,teehee,cuiling's jealous,hahahahaha xp

oh oh! me and athalia drew domokun on our shoes xD hahahaha,athalia said hers look so violent! xD and mine looks as though i put some thick lipstick on it-_- LOL DAMN YOU ATHALIA!X)

and uhmm,wht else...oh,i tried to take a nap during sivik period and this SIMLEYANG came to disturb me-_- know what he said?something horny at first to make you think not straight then he said what?both of you were playing monopoly,i didnt wake up,im still lying on the table and he was like "strip monpoly" I WOKE UP LAUGHING LIKE MAD,wtflol-.- and another one,

sarah:*fed up of sim disturbing me and hug my
bag instead of lying on the table*

sim:embracing your {smth}never let
go blahblahblha[smth like tht,i forgot-.-]

sarah:*ignoring

sim: why are you hugging the pillow?im right
here!

sarah:BURST OUT LAUGHING-.-

lol?there are many more but i forgot-.-and blahs,nth much,went fr piano,as usual,got scoldings-.-boohoo.

damn...i need to do my stupid eng oral and chemistry project D: AND the malay oral,walao-a

guess what im doing for my english oral! x) haha,will blog abt it next time~=p

-im gonna see you soon,babe!

You're stuck on me and my laughing eyes
I cant pretend though I try to hide
I like you. I like you.

I think I felt my heart skip a beat
I'm standing here and I can hardly breathe
You got me. Yeah, you got me.

The way you take my hand is just so sweet
And that crooked smile of yours
it knocks me off my feet

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I cant imagine what it'd be like
Livin each day in this life
Without you. Without you.
One look from you
I know you understand
This mess we're in you know is just so out of hand.

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
Its everything that Ive been dreaming of.
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what i do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

I hope we always feel this way
(I know we will)
And in my heart I know youll always stay

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
I give up. I give in. I let go. Lets begin.
Cuz no matter what I do,

Oh, I just cant get enough
How much do I need to fill me up?
It feels so good it must be love
(Its everything that I've been dreaming of)
I give up. I give in. I let go.
Lets begin.

Cuz no matter what I do,
Oh (oh)
My heart is filled with you.

Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.
Oh (oh)
You got me. You got me.

you got me-colbie calliat

fxcked up.

2010-03-24T07:39:00.000-07:00

what a shitty day.

but still,i would like to talk about my trip to misery and see how shitty it is to me and rate it.

woke up,head was heavy..in fact,every part of me is heavy,i dont feel like waking up but i had too.went to my sidetable to reach for my phone,it aint familiar.oh,it's mom's,MINE'S FCKING BROKEN.switched those sim cards and got ready for school.my mood aint that good either,well,at least,better than ytd's,i was completely silent for the whole morning,im guessing that made waiyen and jiaxi uncomfortable.went into school after meeting up with jiaxi and yen.faking smiles like i used to and i read my book while both of em are discussing thier stuffs which i dont really understand[fyi,dancing and stuff] blahblahblah,was in a good mood actually.

But when i got back to class frm L.M meeting,the moral paper stabbed me in the chest,unsatisfied,ohwell,i cant do anything about it.next is...add maths paper,i had expected this kind of result and i was fcking pissed with it,i borrowed laimun's phone and stucked my sim card inside to text keong and told him abt it and that i will find him after school.why?to teach my addmaths of course-_- amanda brightened up my stupid mood with a domokun phone strap,i love it,really:) thank you oh so muchhhhhh,xoxo:) but amanda decided to be mute during history period=x now i understand why cause i dont feel like talking to ppl too[why?continue to read if you care,the reason's below]

Went to find keong like i said earlier,his dissapointment kills me,like,seriously=s and then*secret* i dont feel like sharing:) blahblahblah,hang out with ma dudes and blahs was in a good mood.sigh,notice those moodswings-_-FCK YOU MOODSWINGS.now,i feel a lil better.

Went to mines with keong,shenglok and weikheng for dinner,blahs,i need to rush home and they were still being playful,how 'nice' of em.finally reached granny's mom,got her honda civic,i admire it for a few sec and went into the house,yes,mom stared at me,i went silent and my face is very very very unhappy[cause im so worried that i wont get back early and then got fcked by mom] went home aft mom did whatever she wanted,i ignored evryone in the house.and i dont really have the mood to admire the new honda civic while mom's driving home,my eyes were busying to stop itself from leaking.some manage to escape anyways.reached home and got my domokun,i feel vry vry vry unhappy.i dont feel like talking really.thought that a nice long bath will help as it always does,but it didnt and so,i decided to blog,i feel at least,much better.

Till now,i still feel bad=/ sigh,it's not just about keong pissed me off but it's also about EVERY SINGLE PIECE OF SHIT THAT'S PISSING ME OFF.i dont wanna list it out,cause its too shitty.

tried to reach for babe,but ended up i end the conversation anyway,how moody i am=/ i've never neglected babe before.now all i could do is,SIGH,i dont feel like doing anything.not even breathing.

bye,im off to emo-world.

p/s:just you wait and see my second term,everything will change

#520 oh,death.

2010-03-23T01:29:00.000-07:00

whoops.this's the #520th post.familiar with the number?lols.

anyways,got back most of the results.it aint good but i didnt fail,at least.=/ die oh die.

moodswings nowadays,hmmmm,faking a smile didnt do any better like it usually does.whyy oh whyyyyy.[suddenly,i noticed that i like to use the word,'oh'-.-] and nothing seems to be cheering me up,will domo-kun help?well,at least i'm comforted a lil.but still...sigh.

hmmm?i dont look like i'm not happy?well,you will see me laughing yes,and smiling but those are just temporary.truth is,aint that happy.-_- again,whyy oh whyyyy.

anyway,i thank my book,The Darker Side by Cody Mcfadyen.it's like making me feel like alice stepped into the world of wonderland(: well,i dont mean the wonderland part,i meant into another world part,lols.

-should i charge you for robbing my heart?guess i should.pffft.

p/s:should i quit blogging?hmmmmm

pp/s:i want my baby darl now=x

#519 thinking of you is a feeling like you're flying in heaven, but that feeling disappears when I notice u can't be next to me.

2010-03-20T20:28:00.000-07:00

i dont wanna remove my blue nails D: hahahawtf. i bet chriztay chuang is damn annoyed with my blue nails xD teehee.domo oh domo!(:

ANYWAYS,school's gonna start tomorrow,such...hmmmm i can't put a nice word in it=x oh well,i wonder if i'm still alive when the results are on my hands,in front of my eyes,staring at me with those killing eyes,stab my heart without even moving.urgh-_-

but i miss my friends though.(: sigh-_- i don't know what to blog about again,lol.

-i need help in that stupid moral project!

I've never thought that it will ended up like,this.
why?cause i miss you more than i usually do.i knew that was an bad idea,should have listened to that teeny tiny voice in my head earlier,pffft =/
this shit is getting worst-_- i'm dead.

#518 so let's crawl :)

2010-03-19T05:50:00.000-07:00

outfit of the day:D

hello world:)

how's your day?mine is seriously fine:D cause i've got my domo-kun! xD how?you will have to continue reading this post,tee-hee! :P

went to midvalley with yuenyong,huiteng,junkang and chiwei today:D

a so called yum cha trip -.-LOL.damn long never see junkang dy,lols.

wanted to watch alice in wonderland in 3D today but junkang called and say the tickets were all sold=/ so i asked him to go for 'edge of darkness' and then he called back,pissed off,he said the person wont sell the tickets to him cause he's not 18 blahblahblah,i didnt get to say a word,he talked too fast-.- i just go er er,aaaaa,ooo,errr then he off-ed the phone-.-wth.RUDE=/ anyway,huiteng's friend came to fetch me at abt 1pm and would like to say thank you whoever you are,LOL.i didnt ask for his name-.- sorry! lols.so we went to meet em up.blahblahblah

guess wht's inside tht bag xD

main point: AHA! I FINNALY GOT MY HANDS ON DOMOKUN! credits to junkang :d he owe me,teeeheeee,was shocked tho when he says 'pick what ever you want' LOL. kinda fu-yan but ohwell,i got my domokun xD

outside red box.

then we went for redbox since WE DONT HAVE TICKETS FOR ALICE IN WONDERLAND.pffft=/ but redbox's full till 4pm we were like,buh-bye redbox,lols.im hungry so we went to hunt for food,slacked around-.-IM DAMN HUNGRY,lols. so someone suggest tht we go for pizza hut and so we did.damn i hate their new pizza=/ its soooo hard to cut it into pieces and put it into your mouth-.-LOL we laughed,funny things happened,nah,didnt get to record it down xD sry ppl,but i laughed the most during eating(:

these two dudes kept playing with the psp,ANNOYING MUCH-.-

sigh,imagine JOHNNY DEPP sitting there =/ pfft,didnt get to watch the movie D:

HAHAHAHA another one of my priceless picture xD

at the arcade...

and then the guys went for arcade and we,the girls went for shopping:D aft tht we went to find those dudes,blahblahblah chiwei suggested to go coffee bean for drinks and so we went,took some pictures:D WITH MA DOMOKUN! omgeeee hahas.then end of story! everyone went home:)

hahaha i like this one!! xDDD sooo "cute" hahahah the original one is at chiwei's

act yeng,*puke*

hey look!nice ribbon aye? xD
like this shot best,hehs

there's more at huiteng's camera,so will upload soon:)im so tired-.-lol..and now those dudes,tjk and chiwei is spaming my things-.- they were like,burning and splashing acids,wthman-.-LOL?

say byebye,domo:D

EDITTTTT

HAHAHAHAH FINALLY GOT THIS FRM CHIWEI OMGEEEE PRICELESSS!!! HE'S GONNA KILL ME HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAHAHAHA.btw,ignore my laughing in this picture-.-

#517 just so you know.

2010-03-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

hey.

yea,my theory's fine :)

went to smk seri sentosa to take my test.

woke up quite late that day but i managed to get ready and reach there at 8.35am :D

amazingly,i saw choyyeechin and wooilinghui.hahas.took my test REAL slow-_-cause mum told me she wont be there early to pick me up.i went out when its 30minutes before the time ends.i wanted to blog abt the teacher tht's in charge in "guarding" us but,im lazy,so uhmm yea,she's not that good.

aft mum came to pick me up,we went to LENO,why?mum wana see her customer-.-so i waited at the waiting hall...bored but luckily i have a book with me:) oh cody mcfayden,i love your books so much! xD

then mum took me to ikea,ate quite alot,cuz i didnt eat my breakfast-_- LOL.after that we walked around to see if we can find anythng for our new house aft tht we went to house depoz aft tht went to many furniture stores-.-went to the new house to take a look see,a sneak peak at my house!:D

then went back to grannys,went to pasar malam with jia xi,hehs.blahblahblah and i got my domokun frm her(L)!! :) im darn happy alright.then jiaxi went home so did i...blablabla.went to bed :D

vic:if you're reading this,I WANT TO WATCH ALICE IN WONDERLAND BADLY=/

#526 i can't give you a reason.

2010-03-14T05:36:00.000-07:00

here i gooooooo

scream my lungs

trying to get to you

you are my only one

i let go

there's just no gets me like you do

you are my only my only one~

=D teehee YELLOWCARD!♥

tmr am having theory exam and here i am sitting here in front of the screen,not revising-_-

sighhh will get to it soon heh xD anyway,am listening to my blog's playlist,omgeeee i love all these songs xD tkk says im being syok sendiri for listening songs at my blog-_- wht the hell lol?

alrighty,there's nothing much to blog abt today..

ohoh,

HAPPY 'WHITE' VALENTINE'S DAY:D♥

#515 I miss the sound of your voice

2010-03-13T05:33:00.000-08:00

outfit of the day:D

FIRST OF ALL!

i went to the MATTA FAIR at the dont knw what hotel== lol. anyway,they was this small stall,they are giving out FREE ICE CREAM! ♥mum said its errr turkish ice cream or smth-.- anyway,it's special,tht's the point,it aint nestle or anything x) so i went to Q up..man its a god damned long line=-= but i waited ;D

i was halfway there and i heard the front ppl go "booooooo" i was like huh?they're out of ice cream D: man! but a girl came to count how many ppl cn get the ice cream i was like crossing my fingers! YEA! IM IN AHAHAHAH,others at the back all went away x) tee-hee!

it was my turn,mummy took one first,mum was like huh?no more chocolate?the turkish guy was like nodding and its my turn,he stunned and look at me and i used my o.o face to look at him then he was like oh and took a cone,he was hesitating,and i thought i will have vanila,BUT NO! THERE'S STILL SOME CHOCOLATE IN IT! TEE-HEEEEE and i gave a smile and went away,he smile bck,such a polite guy,LOL. then mum was like WOI? WHY YOU GOT CHOCOLATE I DONT HAVE ONE? i was like neninenibubu hahahaha WHAAAT?i know wht you're thinking-_- but no,it aint because of me,its because of my cute domokun ♥hanging on my neck! xD hahahaha im sure he was like "eh?this girl is a domokun fan too? whoa,give her some chocolate" WTFLOLLL XDD HAHA

mine at least has some chocolate in it! xD

mama's full of vanila,CHOCOLATE FREE!LOL

anyway,went bck by taking the LRT,i find the LRT and KTM are big difference-.- ohwell,dad came to fetch us bck,end of story.

haha.yea,i purposely came to blog about icecream xD

#514 Your love is my drug.

2010-03-12T06:11:00.000-08:00

exam's over and holidays are on.

but i dont have any holiday mood somehow=s

anyway.

my chemistry and add maths and mod maths

SUCKED LIKE SHIT.

my heart sank.

=/ sigh.ohwell.my own fault for being sucha lazy bitch ...

sigh,was being damn emotional-_- sigh.

ohwell......

during the exams,i was being annoying to evryone xD hahahaha came to thnk of it,its damn funny,LOL.

well,will update next time,wana ply bowling game with friends on msn xDD

#512 are you serious?

2010-03-09T01:52:00.000-08:00

okay. physics,biology,malay and english's down.left 4 to go.sighh.
alrighty,off to suckish history and chemistry now,i realized i havent touch my confusing additional mathematics yet-_-
SHOOT IT.

#511 just shoot me in the head

2010-03-05T07:25:00.001-08:00

did modern maths paper today.

the multiple choice questions already shot me in the chest and the paper 2 needn't to do anything,im already lying down on the floor,DEAD!

AWWW MAN.

i wonder what add.maths will do to me=-=

chinese paper was okay but i wont get A either.

urgh,nevermind then,what subject's next? sigh

#510 that day was a fairytale

2010-02-27T19:09:00.000-08:00

BANG!

hello guys,i now i had never been blogging properly nowadays and so,i will now:) but to remind you first that i cant guarantee you that i can remember everything that happens in one week's or more time.

Let's see...where did i stopped.oh okay,first day of school after chinese new year's holidays.

as you guys know,i had bangs-_- so yea,i'm so err you know,shy about it,LOL.And everyone was like,shocked,but so far,nobody fainted:) but i remember the most is that chuang xin yi purposely find and stand in front of me and points at me and LAUGH,she go HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA,i remember it clearly-_- i will revenge you someday honey:) and uhmmm i wonder why people will be like :" sarah! why you cut your hair?" or "eh?sarah,you cut your hair?" OR "SARAH WHERE DID YOUR HAIR GO?"

....

lol?anyways. im getting used to it now:) congrats me,LOL x)

i hurt my foot during yellow house practice :( but am getting better now :) its really a torture for me to limp,URGH. and that reminds me,an evil woman named fiona beh suet teng.you know what you did-_- not only her,CHUANG XIN YI TOO! == she points at my foot this time,not my hair and laugh,she go HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA-HA,i remember it clearly too-_-oh well.

i had my chinese presentation on thursday and i didnt know what to do==overall it's okay,i think.the guys which includes sim,eugene,ah gan,kian kun rated me some 0/10 some 9/10 some 1/10 i laugh like shit when the presentation ends and everyone claps and they[the guys] raise up thier ratings.tee-hee and during my presentation i manage to make the class laugh?== its sooo embarrassing but ohwell,they know how i am-.- dumb at times when it comes to chinese xD

yesterday which is saturday,ttc's having seminar i wanted to go so badly:( really. but mum wont let me cuz she wants me to go for the piano theory trial that my teacher organized== dammit la,i dont think i have any problem with my theory,to prove it,ask my teacher! i went there,sat down,do the papers and teacher says NO PROBLEM,YOU CAN GO HOME.

SEEEEEEEEE!!!!!! *big frown* my school subjects are not okay,okay?damn it== i didnt talk to mum almost the whole day but she didnt know im angry at her for not letting me attend the dman seminar.

sigh.

now,i need to study,like really study-_- but i dont know where to start,kian kun suggest me to start from history,should i? but i want to start all those science first=/

GAHHHHHH,shitty stuffs.

#509 aprreciations

2010-02-26T21:48:00.001-08:00

im here to thank victor chan for helping me to edit the skins:D
i knw currently im not using it but i will use it soon:)
THANK YOU LOADS VIC.
i owe you:)

-p/s:love the pic:D

#508 Just So You Know.

2010-02-20T21:01:00.000-08:00

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

-just so you know by jesse mccartney

#507 why oh why?

2010-02-19T19:31:00.000-08:00

what should i feel now?

hey,will update abt ths week then:)

wed.

Lili came over my place for a sleepover!:) aint gonna detial cuz i posted abt it days ago.and waiyen came over to my place too:D homo came too but shenglok and the others FFK!== ohwell.

thur.

time for lili to get home?AWWWW but she stayed for another night aft me begging!xD

went to homo's house fr 'ang paos' aft we studied.chit chatted with homo's mummie:D aft tht we walk to my home,homo took his guitar:D chilled at my place,played with homo's guitar and took some videos,uploaded on facebook,check it out if you want to:) then went to granny's for dinner,lili played with my little cousins as usual and dumped me-_- i claimed tht she's being lifeless.xD she admits too-.- went home and watched princess and the frog,FUNNY AS HELL XD whn it's time for bed,we chit chatted for like hours till 5am++ == god gracious xD

fri.

woke up early at 10am as im going out with tkk,ting jien,jia xi and waiyen.lili's dad came at arnd 11.30am bye:( [now im missing her already,im used to her staying at my house-.-LOL] then tkk,ting jien,jia xi,waiyen all came to my house for 'ang pao' aft tht we went to yen's place,chilled and we went to take a ride to JUSCO-balakong we watched 72 Tenants Of Prosperity! it's seriously funny!! xDD rofl rofl! "he uses his eyes to rape you!" -in cantonese..HAHAHAHA,i rmb ths line the most! xDD aft the movie we went to tepanyaki for lunch:) had some videos of them playing with chopsticks,agn,i uploaded it into facebook,check it out at my page then:) aft tht we took the taxi and went bck to yen's home,played the piano,dad came to fetch me home cuz am going bck to klang for dinner.

a reply to lili:YOUR POST IS LAME!! XD weiiii,come live at my house only,no
need to go home!XD

#506th frm your OWNER(:

2010-02-18T09:11:00.000-08:00

once again,this is not sarahchong :)
im hacking her account agn GAhahah.

im going back tmr! dnt miss me kay! :DD
im so gonna miss your cousins lots GAhahaha! XD

jgn moody lahh. saya sayang,people want also dnt have ah,HAHA.
whenevr your sad, think of the phobia's last story,the ringtone! GAHAHAHAA!
dnt think too much(:

P/S:your homo is damn freaking PERASAN lol.
PP/S: I hope he reads this LOL.

till thennnnn(:

#505 surprises

2010-02-17T17:51:00.001-08:00

hello!:D

liewlili is currently at my house! she's in the shower right now xD rofl.

slept late last night=-= we watched PHOBIA2 rofl! funny as hell,i meant us,nt the movie,the movie was like...AHHHHHHH!!! xD

im sooooooooooooooooooo sleepy right now-.- but liewlili woke me up like dnt knw hw many times,so yea,i woke up=_____=

oh oh oh! and thnks to liewlili,i finally found this video! OMGEEEEE!!!! love love love!!!

please click and take a look!! omgeeeeeee i was watching tv and saw this program,he was singing this song and made me fell in love with first sight.ROFL SOUND SO WRONG! hahahaha,anyway,look at him sing!! you really ccan FEEL it,if you knw wht i meant xD

LOVE LOVE LOVEEEE!!

alrighty then,i shall stop blabbering time for breakfast!:D update soon!

♥ bye~

2010-02-16T22:37:00.000-08:00

GONG HEI FATT CHOY!
Liewlili's doing the typing, hacking sarahchong's blog :P

#503 I know that you'ill be back boy

2010-02-16T19:16:00.000-08:00

we were as one babe
for a moment in time
and it seemed everlasting
that you would always be mine
now you want to be free
so I'm letting you fly
cause i know in my heart babe
our love will never die,no!

you'll always be a part of me
i'm a part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby

i ain't gonna cry no
and i won't beg you to stay
if you're determined to leave boy
i will not stand in your way
but inevitably you'll be back again
cause ya know in your heart babe
our love will never end no
you'll always be a part of me
i'm part of you indefinitely
girl don't you know you can't escape me
ooh darling cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on
time can't erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

i know that you'll be back boy
when your days and your nights get a little bit colder ooohhh
i know that,you'll be right back, baby
oh, baby believe me it's only a matter of time
of time

you'll always be a part of me (oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby
and we'll linger on (and we will linger on)
time cant erase a feeling this strong (ohhhh)
no way you're never gonna shake me (oh baby)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby

you'll always be a part of me (yeah yeah oooohhhh)
i'm part of you indefinitely (oooohhhh)
girl don't you know you can't escape me (ooooohhhhhh)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (no no)
and we'll linger on (you and I will always be)
time cant erase a feeling this strong
no way you're never gonna shake me (you & I)
ooh darlin cause you'll always be my baby (you & I)

you and i will always be
no way your never gonna shake me
no way your never gonna shake me
you and i will always be..

#502 I can have you only in my dream

2010-02-16T17:57:00.000-08:00

I MISS MY HAIR!)":

sigh...

anyway,am waiting for liewlili to arrive at my house!:) and misskohwaiyen~ lols. gonna hang around our housing area:P

mostly will be studying:D

I aint faking-.-

ciao then,update soon!

I MISS MY HAIR!D:

#501 Beautiful Mistakes.

2010-02-15T08:12:00.001-08:00

hey,happy cny once agn:)

how many is your ang pao? mine? secret! aha xD

anyway,my hair?seriously got many compliments but i still despise it==

i finally posted a picture of my new hairstyle up on facebook.

i feel naked o__________o ROFL! xD

anyway,i wonder when am i gonna start studying where all these outings are planned on almost evryday?

CURRENTLY WAITING FOR LIEW LILI'S ARRIVAL!:D

#500 Remain.

2010-02-13T08:00:00.000-08:00

Tell me that you still love me.♥
-i know it wouldn't happen but still,i wished to.
hello peeps! happy cny!:D and happy valentines too!
had my so called reunion dinner today:) usually i will eat my reunion dinner at my mother's side but this year i went bck to dad's and i just found out that all these years,we supposed to go back to father's side-.- thank you,ah gan for telling me this,LOL.but i didnt really eat there-.-i was full cuz i already ate my mother's side before we went bck to kapar..
anyway.i got loads of compliments abt my hair O_O but i still dnt really like it-_______- many of em was like
WHOA! who the heck are you?
or
why is there a leng lui in our house?where's SARAH?HUHHH?
i was like ROFL MEANS IM NOT PRETTY LAH,NOW ONLY PRETTY LAH!
LOL-____-
aww fireworks!♥
ciao

#499 in with the new

2010-02-12T05:05:00.000-08:00

i friggin cut my hair-_-
i bet you wont recognize me unless i say"hi,it's me SARAH CHONG!"
i miss my long,straight,silky hair already D=
now you guys cnt ply with my hair no more xD and i wont get annoyed by you guys anymore but still...i love my hair as much as you guys love to play with it=-=SIGHHH
tmr's cny and whoa,tmr will be the 500th post! on cny!:D cool~for me,LOL.
and liew lili claimed that she will come over to my place and overnight AND STUDY WAHHHHHH.cheering* lols,better yet come over for one week x)

#498 roses are red.

2010-02-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

hey.

how's your day?:)

mine's as usual,doing the same old thing==

hanging out with ma girls,gossiping=x

laughing here and there.

trying to get out of class whenever i can.

and..rushing homeworks x)

anyways.yijia 'surprised' me with a rose in my drawer this morning in school.thnks dude:) i like it loads,good luck on finding a special way to melt that person's heart yo!*wink*

sim:who gave it to you?yijia?

me:yea

sim:oh

me:why?

sim:cuz i thought he will do retard things

me:this is not retard*pointing at the rose* this is sweet.

by the way,yijia sprayed some fragrance on it o.o LOL he said the paper was really smelly==LOL!

here it is,nice aite?:)

sighhhhhhhhhh,i think im getting more and more lifeless nowadays=-=

back to moral work =x

and vic,i hope evrything gets better soon:) cheer up,i will always be there for you by the way!:D

#497 baby,i will wait for you.

2010-02-07T05:33:00.001-08:00

no,im not gonna blog abt ytd's cross country=________=

but im gonna blog abt today's outing!:D

first of all,HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVEABLE,HUGABLE,KISSABLE COUSIE,WOOI LING HUI!♥:D

okay okay.i went to bistro[mamak] outside our house to meet homo aka weikheng. then we ate breakfast thr,suckish restaurant== and ling hui's father came to fetch us:) we car pool-ed with jia yao and shi ying:) ling hui's dad stopped by the gas station for us to get some drinks! such a nice dad:) he gave us 20 bucks and asks us to buy whtevr we want,wow much,i feel quite uneasy,LOL,cuz im not that close to uncle.we bought drinks and jia yao said he's hungry,so i suggest him to eat bread stick that costs only 30 cents xD.aft tht,off we go to sunway:) and took some random pictures along the way..

cutie pie ♥ she's mine,i tell ya,MINEEEE xD

jia yao!:D i kept calling him kang yao==ROFL i wonder why

loo loo loo*patrick's voice* hahahaha,my homo!♥cousie!♥ birthday girl,birthday girl~=3

reached sunway and of course keong and the dudes werent there yet=-= so we waited for a vry vry long time..

haha look at jia yao xD
when they reached we discussed
junsheng and his family..

hahahahah look at liang zong!man this is priceless

we went for water park first:D im lazy to talk abt it== but it was fun:) had laughs with em and all,hehs.we went for the dry park too,was okay.something interesting happened!and i forgot the rest-.-im lazy to upload the photos,so,please proceed to facebbok:) thank you vry much!:D i took my dinner with cousie and her family and yyk.ate at kim gary:) aft tht aunt and uncle sent me home.that's abt all.[im sry,im really lazy to blog about every single detial xD]

#496 i want your love,i dont want revenge.

2010-02-05T21:27:00.000-08:00

firstly.

I AM NOT SATISFIED AND I AM EFFING PISSED-.-

you'ill see!next year! just see! URGH.

and that faggot!!! URGHHHHHHH! im being unreasonable now-.- that faggot did nothing wrng by the way,BUT HE STILL PISSES ME OFF!URGHHHHHHH==

liewlili:I AM NOT GONNA STALK HIM!-.-

IM TOO PISSED TO BLOG,CIAO==

#495 Do You Remember?

2010-02-05T01:28:00.000-08:00

HEY!:D

my day is mighty fine today:)

spent some morning time with ma babes as usual~
went to tapak and its freaking raining=-= urgh.ohwell,had some laughs with jia xi,waiyen,yuin en,baoyu:) and went fr L.M meeting aft tht.blahs,signed up fr the leadership thingy,hope everyone could go,including me:) went into class late,when i was just about to sit on my place,there goes the bell,i smiled! maths's over,wheeee.well,its not that i dislike the subject-.-i dislike the teacher,no offence=s

im so incredibly busy with my homeworkd today=-= this the result of not doing homework at home!*showing annoyed face* lol,im scolding myself if you noticed==so,i rushed and rushed for the maths,moral notes and the malay essay.went for recess,had a quick bite and went bck to cls for my homework.many of them said im so hardworking..is this a compliment?:) LOL.i dont think so== ayways,i managed to do evrything in time ad passed up my things:D yay me! and its malay period,GOD I HATE THIS PERIOD THE MOST,again,it's not the subject problem,it's the teacher,she annoys me-.-but she's nice.i know im not making any sense,lol.I brought my komsas reference book but i didnt did the teacher's notes so i told kian kun this..

sarah:aiyoh,dont need to copy la,i just show her i brought this book
kian kun:you go and show and see what she says im sure she wont
accept
sarah:*walks towards teacher*
cikgu!tengok!saya
ada bawa ini ar
teacher:ohh,ada bawa?BAIK!*smile*
kian kun,chuan yi,ah gan and some other dudes:YORRRR *they were all
zadao-ed xD*
sarah:*shows big wide smile*see!ha-ha

But still,I rushed for her komsas notes anyways== rushed like hell,and if you see my book right now,i bet you will despise my oh-so-fugly words ROFL! and kian kun and ah gan saw my words,they said my words were almost as same as thiers,OMG i took that as an insult,ROFL.no offence by the way xD i maaged to pass up the notes to teacher and im here to thank ah gan for helping to add in the "rima akhir" in the notes :D see im so good,credited you in my precious blog,ROFL. i went to pack my bag cuz the bell's gonna ring,my hair was messy,i was pin-ing it and guess wht teacher says-.-

sarah:*pin-ing her hair*
teacher:sudah cantik dah,tak payah lagi la
sarah:har?haha

i went to lili's class to wait for her,i spotted saw yim sleeping during pn tan meng yah's class! hahah,she's so cute xD went for lunch with waiyen,lili,ee min,sook min and mi yi joined in:) the speghetti sucked!=( wasted my RM2.50== lols.aft that i bumped into ho sheng lok,teman-ed him to eat his lunch and he spilled some of his secret to me :P and then i realized both of our life is almost the same-.-LOL and he said that is why we are brother and sister,LOL? lili joined in and we lectured hoshenglok abt his problem,LOL.then we walked him to the library and crosses fingers and wish shenglok good luck:) aft tht,we both went for our LM meeting:)

it rained heavily aft the meeting and im here to say thnk you to cheng elaine! for taking my bag back to the canteen:) slacked arnd with baoyu,lili and huici.aft the rain's done weeping,walked to the bus with woonsee.spotted hoshenglok and the dudes,poor shenglok:( hope everything's alright:) blahblahblah,i reached home:)

[if you noticed,this post consists of many smiley face-.-]

alrighty,i thk tht's abt all:) stay tunned!

man,tmr gonna have road run-.-

LOOK! HOW CUTE!XD i love love love love husky!

superman

2010-02-04T05:31:00.000-08:00

hello:)

my day is fine,i guess.

had fun times with my girlfriends today=)

had fun in class too,i guess==

relief-ed for two periods!:D and blahs,i dnt rmb much xD

during sivik relief...

sarah:*sharing her skittles to chuan yi and yen
kee*
yen kee:teacher ah!!!
sarah:*dont care*
chuan yi:*still picking skittles-.-*
encik bakri:*walking towards us*mana boleh makan
dalam kelas?
chuan yi*mumbles abt smth,i i could hear was the
word"asam" and took one of the skittles*
sarah:*still enjoying her skittles*
yen kee:*mumbels smth too,i didnt really
listen*
encik bakri:*stretches his arm to get some
skittles*tak boleh makan dalam kelas tau?*eat the skittles*tau?tak boleh
ya?
sarah,yen kee,chuan yi:ROFL
:D

alrighty,i havent do my hwk yet-.-tata then=)

#493 I'm Not Bitter.

2010-02-03T04:14:00.000-08:00

i was completely moody today.

and im very indeed sorry to those that i yelled to =s

anyways,i was having moodswings== i was moody for the first 3 periods[i rmb it clearly] and then i went retarded by playing with my squeaky roller which sounds like a cute lil bird chirping xD athalia hates me doing that the most and i went to annoy her with my fun roller xD rofl. and not just that,i went to annoy everybody in class:D

recess!tee-hee went to find thoolaikuan~ i was sooooo hungryyyyyy== lol,i ate quite alot today-_- then we went for the chinese society thingy.i bought 100g of gummys from one of thier stores!:D which costs me rm3-______- sighhhh.ohwell,and i took it back to class and enjoy it,of course i shared:) oh oh oh,i gave the last one to simleyang and then HAHAHAHAHHA he dropped it! xD all thanks to eugene,awww poor sim,lols.the way he dropped it was really funny:D and aft tht i took a nap during chinese period=s cause i saw many is doing so,so why not i join the 'slumber party'?:D LOL.then the rest,i rmb i was being moody agn== haihhhhhhh

eugene: why is evrybody not shuang today? see!*points at me* see!*points at cuiling*
cuiling: i whr got la,sarah only mah
sarah:....*packing my bag*
sim:hey hey,sarah,let me ask you something,what is the most stingy animal?
sarah:......
[i didnt really listen to thier conversation but i replied him]
sarah:horse cause it goes 'kedekut,kedekut'
sim:SEE! she where got moody?!!? she answered me!
sarah:-_____________________________________________-''

i stayed back aft sch,and BLAHS,i had my chinese tuition with bing hui!:D and huici sitting beside me~lols.i went for volleyball after that.and BLAHS agn.nth really happen so i wont continue anymore=p

wow,this is a long post,i hadnt post this far before LOL.alright.i need to get my dinner

continue from the previous post:

So,why waste your time on the jerk,when it's obviously not worth it?

what sarah will most probably answer:Well,it is a waste of time but not really=s anyhow, i know in future,that i will still care for him:) as a friend,i meant.well,people that cared for me maybe right about me wasting to much time on stupid things but there's things you guys didn't know,so now,im telling it:) this is the part that i realized i changed the way i use to be except for me being more 'stronger' than before.This jerk surprisingly changed the way i used to be.People who understands me better could feel it too.He somewhat motivates me.He inspires me,without even trying to,he did not nag nor giving me advice saying i should do this,do that like other people did.Just one sentence came from his mouth through the phone while we were having conversations"Oh...you are THAT kind of person,mmmm" and there,it carved on my heart since then.At that moment,i feel fire burning in me,I feel really uneasy with what he had just said but I laugh it off anyways.And from that onwards,i have set my mind on this certain target.Whenever i do something,anything,when i wanted to give up,I thought of him and always repeat this"why he could do it and i cant?",I quickly gave up on giving up.for example,my piano,i usually would want to give up and walk away instead of practicing it till i get it right but with the thought of him,I continue.next,my swimming,when i was about to give up on completing the tasks that my coach asks me to,and the thought of him again,i tried harder although i was tired till i get what had set for me.This same goes to my studies.actually,the part of him which motivates me to not giving up on things is very simple-he trained vry hard on his swimming. that's all.amazing aint it?no?but to me,it is-_-He may not know about this,about how he helped me but still,i thank him,really.Not just that,he made me keep my words more often to other people.I once promised him but he thought that i was just playing and joking,those were just to make him feel 'shiok' [LOL,shiok-.-] but,till now,im still keeping it.what was that i promised?i will never tell:) and also the recent one,showing him i can join the competition and win some prize on swimming,now i am working on it.I keep my words.

#492 you,my sweet misery

2010-02-02T06:50:00.000-08:00

while being emotional in the car just now,i was thinking about stuffs.

i realized.i had changed the most of me during last year.

the most unforgetable nor undesireable thing that happened to me has something to do with my love life =s [i feel disgusted to talk abt my "love life" i wonder why,LOL]

here..

what will you do when the person that you are crazily in love with and ALMOST became your boyfriend dumped you and go for your best friend?

what sarah did: yes,her heart broke into million of pieces.the old her will just get mad with her friend and start cursing both the friend and the guy but amazingly,she did not do so.and she didnt cry but just accept it.but she did kept herself away from the world for some time to 'heal' herself,though she used up quite alot of time.she did ignore her best friend for a day or so,what do you expect?its such a sudden.now,she kinda feel sorry for ignoring her and thank god her best friend understands:) and not for long,she burried it deep down in her heart and continues her life sometimes,those smiles were fake,some were genuine,nobody can differentiate it except for herself.what shocked me the most?she still cant forget the guy..

what will you do when you realized out of the blue,the person that you are crazily in love with is going to leave?you will not see the person everyday like you used to nor talk to the person as often as you used to?and to add up to it,that person even hide it from you and even lied to you that that person is not leaving?

what sarah did:yes,unsurprisingly,she cried,loudly to her trusty friend[you know who you are(: ] as she felt she had been played on.she took some time to recover and talk about it to the person.everything went fine again.people thought that it was the end of the world for her,that she will shut herself from the world once again,and perhaps for a very very long time,and that she will always be gloomy everytime you see her.But,they were wrong,she didnt,she only took a few days and get back to her life,she was surprised herself.what shocked me the most?she still misses him,altough he will not be around her life as often as before anymore.

well,these are the most "exciting stories" among my 'love life' [i feel sick typing the love life word == ] i have more but i have such little time.

to be continued...

#491 distractions

2010-01-29T22:29:00.000-08:00

here i am...

sitting all alone...

in front of this computer...

ROTTING...

sigh.

i didnt get to go out with the dudes D= ohwell.there's always a next time aite?

as such i was planning to ask waiyen and jiaxi out for shopping but waiyen's sick=( so i decided to call mum and she agreed to take me out fr shoopin~ wheeee,i need clothes and shoes badly=(

anyway,hope waiyen gets better=) and i hope liewlili cheers up! moodswings suck,big time-.-

awww! i have loads of homework to catch up to-.-gotta do it before mum comes back frm work to take me out shopping~=3

bye then.

#490 back on track..maybe

2010-01-29T07:34:00.000-08:00

i never knew this would ever happen to me and i thought that this only could happen to other dumb people.but dumb is a very strong words,let's say they werent thinking right at that time.

hello!;)

hmmm,before i click the 'new post' button,i have alot to blog about and now..my mind's BLANK=-=

i will skip those craps then and get to the main point! i had fun in class today=3 with fooeelynn and yapchuiling mostly,they always made me laugh oh,not forgetting sim LENG YANG [sim le yang originally]ROFL! xD eugene too with his powerpuff girls theme song and the "twinkle twinkle star" song== zu xing brought her phone today and took some pictures,of course the arent any me inside x) my pictures are priceless! cant simply let ppl take photos of me ROFL! anyway,sim le yang and fooeelynn made a video,waiting for zuxing to post in on facebook and trust me,its hillarious! xD i laughed like hell..

so far so good...i need to bary myself into the books more=-= espeacially bio,chemistry and physics AND not forgetting,additonal mathematics S.I.G.H.

forget about it.

anyway,i am being such a good student by attending house practice xD i didnt went for the practice for the whole year last year-_- i am seriously lazy last year.today went for running agn with lili,and oh my im so effing sweaty,YUCK== then it rained=s luckily im not wet whn i got into the bus xD

awwww tomorrow the dudes are going out and i dont thnk i cn go =( they are celebrating terence's bday,i may not knw you well but HAPPY BIRTHDAY[although i know you wont be here reading this LOL]

alright,i have nothing to talk about-.- i will blog soon! i noticed that nowadays my blog posts are so short compared to previous years-.-

#489 drown me in lies

2010-01-26T06:48:00.000-08:00

naive is the only way to describe.drowning in a pool of lies.fragile hearts shattered when truth came face to face.accepting is the only way.what a jackass you are but boy,you sure casted a spell on me.

stupid emotions.

hello?how are you today?oh im NOT FINE THANK YOU FOR ASKING!=-=

wasnt in a good mood the whole day-.-SIGH and thnks for yapcuiling=3 she somehow cheered me up a lil x) lazy to blog abt my crappy life=s went tuition and stuff,gosh,i need to get into my add maths==

ytd went to night market with cutie pie =D ate my dinner with fzon and yong kang too!=) junsheng treated us dried kiwi xD damn nice~ lols.anyways,thnks loads to junsheng*wink*and boy oh boy,its so crowded ytd-_-met mum and she "forced" me to company her to eat laksa-.-LOL! so i was forced to cump cutie pieD= lols.

i thnk tht's all?sigh-.-i kept sighing nowadays,i thnk by now,its the 1000th time already=/

song that's been in my head all day:automatic by tokio hotel"WHY DO I KEEP LOVING YOU?"

#488 i cant erase things i had done

2010-01-24T02:06:00.000-08:00

i feel like strangling someone,but,somehow,out of nowhere feels like cuddling into someone=-=

LOL! so random feelings==

went for ma swimming as usual=) nth much== blahblah.skip the boring part.

yay! tmr am gonna go night market again with cutie pie!tee-hee

see! i told ya she's cute x) GET OFF! SHE'S MINE XD

sigh,i need to get bck to ma hwk agn=( stupid essays-.-

-am wondering how you are doing now=(

#489 everybody say we're through

2010-01-23T22:05:00.000-08:00

Everybody see's it's you
I'm the one that lost the view
Everybody says we're through
I hope you haven't said it too
So where
Do we go from here
With all this fear in our eyes
And where
Can love take us now
We've been so far down
We can still touch the sky
If we crawl
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, Yeah
Why did I change the pace
Hearts were never meant to race
I always felt the need for space
But now I can't reach your face
So where
Are you standing now
Are you in the crowd of my vouch
Love, can you see my hand?
I need one more chance
We can still have it all
If we crawl(if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run (then we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love, Yeah
Back to love, yeaaah
Everybody see's it's you
Well I never wanna lose that view
So we'll crawl (if we crawl)
Till we can walk again
Then we'll run
Until we're strong enough to jump
Then we'll fly
Until there is no wind
So lets crawl, crawl, crawl
So we'll crawl (ooh)
Till we can walk again (till we can walk again)
Then we'll run (we'll run)
Until we're strong enough to jump (until we're strong enough to jump)
Then we'll fly (then we'll fly)
Until there is no wind
So let's crawl, let's crawl, lets crawl
Back to love
Back to love yeah
Back to love

#486 when they saw me hurt this way

2010-01-22T13:59:00.000-08:00

i will just randomly update;p

the board turned out to be good?im not sure=s although i got compliments but i still feel that smth's missing=s anyway,went for LM meeting aft sch with lili and moumou,blablabla.aint gonna talk abt it cuz it's nth speacial.went bck home aft tht,slept and slept and slept,when i woke up,wow,cool 10.30pm== ate my dinner went online chitty chatty.

BLAHS.

im wondering why is it so boring nowadays=/ then i couldnt sleep cuz of that long 5 hours of so called nap==called up elaine a lil and talk about smth,though it didnt make me feel any better but thnks babe=) im wondering when is this feeling gonna end?suddenly thought of the song white hourse by taylor swift-.-and then thought of shihkuan,LOL?

alright,gtg pack my bag,the van's gonna reach any minute now.bye.

#485 what are all these craps

2010-01-21T07:31:00.000-08:00

it seems that i'm lifeless without you and i hate it,why must it be you?

29 minutes till midnight and im still here blogging.i just finshed with the decorations for our class's board=s cuiling came to help=) credits to her anyways.

hope the board will turn up well;D

i have nth to blog abt actually 0.0

nowadays you can see me smile,laughing and all but inside i felt blank,i felt like i have no point or something,i dont know hw to explaine but all i could say is i felt blank=s LIFELESS.== but i love my friends;) they kept me going on and on.

alright,seems that i have to go to bed now=p

and credits to liewlili for companying me to the clubs tmr xD i love you loads~~

-oh,there's a stack of homework that i neglected==say good bye to my homework marks=/

#484 NOOOOOOOOOB!

2010-01-18T06:19:00.000-08:00

forget abt evrythng! im just so pissed.

hey,i wont wana blog abt wht's going on in my head all day.i wanted but since wht happened just now I CHANGED MY MIND.PERASAN DUDE!!! im being kind for not posting up your name!=/

went pasar malam with shi ying!=D such a cutie pie xD and we chit chatted for like,non-stop!aha,had fun and gonna visit her tmr before tuition starts*wink* she's like my sister and i was like'where had you been all my life?' ROFL!

and...

OMG LAH,YOU ARE SO FUCKING PERASAN!!!

#483 im not ready yet

2010-01-17T06:36:00.000-08:00

well,ended up tht the so called farewell outing's canceled=/

teojunkang owes me! i dont care!=/

i was effing pissed-.-i wasted my precious half an hour just to 'ban leng' HAIH=-= see the photo above?that is wht im gonna wear=( and i nv get to wear it=-= urgh.not just tht,i was forced to sit at home and rot sambil listening to the naggings frm mother.ARGH=-=

TJK! YOU OWE ME!YOU HEAR ME?=/

damned=-=

anyway,i have nth to blog abt.ciao then~hwk=-=

#482 awwwwwD=

2010-01-16T07:35:00.000-08:00

i wonder why ppl is tranfering sch nowadays=( it sucks.
sammy's leaving
even teojunkang D=
some of you may knw abt me and ths dude's history.dont misunderstand okay(;
tmr going to treat teojunkang lunch=) i will miss you soooooooooooo much=(
sry sammy,i nv take photos with you before-.-nor teojunkang too
but i will upload tmr's lil farewell for teojunkang=)

#481 lies are awful things

2010-01-15T16:34:00.000-08:00

i feel like dying already.my eyes are soar.my heart's soar.my mind's blank.i have no mood at all.
thnks xinyi for being thr for me.though i cnt reach lili nor anyone else,i still will knw thy cnt do anythng abt it,so i gave up reaching for them.i reached for the one and only person whom i trust in,whom i always love-petbro-;)
i felt much more better chatting with him.but it cnt do any better,well,in some part i meant.
i woke up suddenly today..i glanced at the clock 7:07am ...and i thought of wht happened ytd.i cnt feel as calm as last night's phone call with petbro,i thought tht i could handle it,i thought that i will not feel so emotional.i can see that im wrng.i couldnt sleep agn aft remembering the reality,how much i wish to sleep forever and never wake up.i guess i will have sleepless nights,i guess i will shut myself frm the world.and im sry if the coming days i treat ppl rudely by not answering you or walk away without looking at you or just kept quiet.but i do wish that ppl wont ask,wont say anythng abt wht had happened.
things i want to know so badly:
-why you wana lie to me?and only to me while others could have the chance to know?
-WHY![fyi,some things are better not to post to public]
-and,i wana know....

#480Thus,all these words shall remain true and pure in my heart.

2010-01-09T21:26:00.000-08:00

falling into this beautiful dream and not coming out to face the reality.

got ths quote frm waiyen.and its so true.

i had a dream last night that i would never ever wana leave=(

last night i went for dinner for radiance perfect group's 10th anniversary.i didnt wana go at first but mum forced me to==so,fine,i go.and i finnaly finished the stupid essay!xD

the dinner was fine i guess,it's at SEREMBAN-.-alamak la,we car pool-ed in aunt cindy's estima=) i ate yuchi! LOL no baoyu-.-LOL LOL.they food was okay i guess,but my grandma cooks better=/ i sms elaine,xinyi and lili,worst is lili-.-nv reply me but she explained why,hehe NVM LAH XD btw,lili,DAI SEI! CNT STALK MY BLOG ANYMORE,HAHAHAHA

anyway,aft dinner went home,reached home at 1am-.-nth much actually.

ltr am gonna do hwk at 2.30pm LOL!

#479 simply shitty

2010-01-08T20:17:00.000-08:00

sometimes when we lose,we win.

hello=p

i knw i havent been updating this blog,so,to make up to you.i shall blog! xD

lets see..i need to recall.

monday-4th january 2010

SCHOOL STARTS TODAY!OMIGOSH XD and i became the monitor?==mum and some certain buddies despise me-.-LOL! i will show you!!!!! grrrr,lol lol lol.the class is okay i guess,not bad,i still can concentrate in class,LOL.shitty thng is the classes frm me friends are so DAMN FREAKING FAR!-_-the only time i had with them is recess-.-so i will be rushing to finish my meal and then ans the call frm nature THEN to my babe's class to chill and as usual,went late into the class xD and erm,nth much abt tht day i guess.went to tuition aft sch,omg im so freaking tired-.-wanted to slp during theen yoong's cls,paisheh xD aft tht went pasar malam with mummy~ and then home sweet home,oh sweet bed!

tuesday-5th january 2010

second day of sch,and im so busy with my monitor's stuff==ish and kinda neglected shihkuan and yucinda D= sry lahhh LOL.i cnt really rmb wht happen on tht day;p aft sch i went to waiyen's hse to chill,chit chat as usual=) then home sweet home,oh sweet sofa[fyi,the sofa's my napping place-.-LOL]

wednesday-6th january 2010

IM EFFING SICK cuz of thoolaikuan-.-sighhh even elaine and xinyi got flu frm her,LOL.sch's really nth much.im still busy with monitor stuff-.-but its almost done=) and i got some time fr shihkuan and yucinda,had fun with foo Eelynn and the treasurer aka lai mun=) aft tht...errr i cnt rmb anythng-.- LOL home sweet home agn and i rushed for piano,sighhhh==i hate the compose music part,shitty thngs

thursday-7th january 2010

IM STILL SICK!== lols. i really didnt rmb much of ths day,wierd much.OH OH OH! hahaha i kinda dumped some work to pkt aka chuiling and went to chit chat with yucinda and others,LOL paisheh lah xD and then i forgot mostly xD sry sry erm erm i rmb its really nth much ths week==went home and took my 3 hours nap LOL im so piggy-.-

friday-8th january 2010

now,i rmb ths day the most,cuz its ytd!LOL

anyway...

YES,IM STILL SICK!urgh-.- lols.hmmm,ppl says i look so so moodless and really quiet today LOL-.-why?cuz im sick and tired== lols.as usual i hang out with lili,moumou,laikuan,waiyen,yuin en,ai hua,jia xi nearby the girl's toilet in the morning,its nice to hear them chit chat lol! i was quiet xD first time,first time.then its assembly,then we went bck to cls,then its physics! urgh,no offence but brother john really can make me sleep==not tht physics is boring but sighhh D= aft tht is eng period,encik tham teaches us and wants us to write an essay abt MY FUTURE PERFECT HUSBAND OR WIFE omg come on lah!-.- i cnt even thnk of the perfect boyfriend and u ask me abt hubby-.-wtf? i really dnt knw wht to write-.-LOL and its recess! my fav part of the day~i miss my girlfriends-.- LOL and got to see someone!*wink* aft tht was maths and then B.M then its the end of the day of sch!;D went for jc meeting and then went to MV with ruihan and her bf[it was last minute,i didnt planned to go] then i went bck to sch to catch my bus blablabla

yay i saw my jimui=)♥ damn long didnt see nor talk to him-.-LOL! and we chit chatted and update each other=)then its home sweet home! took my nap and ate dinner and then did some part of those shitty homeworks-.-then i went online and chit chat with xinyi and lili!♥ then i update abt smth to xin yi and lili helped me with my essay!LOL and gave me the website and ask me to copy evrythng-.-LOL! i wont! imma good girl xDD hahahahah then aft my hong kong drama i went to bed

saturday-9th january 2010

OMG MY SICKNESS GOTTEN WORST!-.-dad's gonna brng me to the doc ohnooooooo i hate medicines-.-i hate getting sick and i seldom got sick,all thnks to thoo laikuan and her virus-.-sigh LOL.hmm,am gonna do my hwk ltr too,VICTOR TAN! I WILL KEEP MY PROMISE!!!ROAR!!!

#478 a new begining

2010-01-01T05:38:00.000-08:00

its the first day of 2010;D

wht did i do?

WOKE

LATE

ROFL xD

ytd wanted to company the faty bom bom LIEWLILI cuz she emo D; but failed-.-dad was pissed wan me to go to bed LOL.so im sry la lili,forgive UR HOMOSAPIEN OWNER X)

and im chatting with misskohwaiyen! ;D i fcking long din see her nor talk to her for so darn long,cuz im busy,she's busy-_-lols.miss her laa xp

owh,i chosed my painting for my room for my new house-.-ppl sure will get surprised if they knew wht colour it is,me myself was surprised too.

mum:sarah,we paint ur room [colour] okay?

sarah:harrrrr dont wan la

mum:no! erin also wan tht [colour] can la.

sarah:...[but i actually thnk the [colour] is okay]

mum:so?okay ah?

sarah:fine...OMG LAH PPL ARE GONNA BE SO SHOCKED,SARAH CHONG WITH THE
COLOUR OF[colour]

mum:wht's wrng with [colour]?

sarah:-_-you wont understand.

and not to my surprise,i told two persons already and they were effing shocked-.-and somehow "yell" at me-.-LOL.ohwell ;p

went to ikea today;D saw some furniture,found my dressing table xD nice nice nice!oh,i havent blog abt last night=-=

ytd went to midvalley and had dinner with family then uncle called and invite us for bbq and steamboat at his new semi-d so we went=) i wanted to go countdown at sg wang with petbro and dudes BUT THEN MUM SAID NO D= fine-_- next year i must go!=/ sms-ed ppl then, if you are there,you will wonder why i am smiling so damn happily;p i received a happy new year msg frm someone(; aha~ i called up my baoyu on midnight,i did shouted but nt so crazy like i promised

#1:im too darn full

#2:i dnt wana shout like a mad girl in front of all my family and some strangers-.-

but xinyi said i did xD and she said got fireworks sound effects WTFLOL! xD cuz i was standing outside watching fireworks.fyi,uncle's house is at a hilltop ;p aka whr my new house is!shiok shiok! xD aft tht wana call my moumou,CNT CALL PULAK D= TRIED 3 TIMES LAH-_- lols.aft tht i start sms ppl happy new year and halfway BEEP! no battery pulak-.-alamak sia xD

so..i played with my little cousie,THEY ARE INCREDIBLY CUTE! well,any toodlers are cute to me xD uncle scolded me childish-_- asked me why dnt i join the big kids then i fight bck I HELP YOU BABYSIT AH FREE OF CHARGE SUMMORE! WAN ME TO CHARGE YOU IS IT? xD uncle laughed and walk away,HE LOST!HA-HA XP fyi,i prefer playing with small kids,i love em!;D

and....

credits to dad!;D he bbq-ed for me xD i didnt do it myself-.- cuz LAZY!HAHA.and i ate quite alot-.- erm,nth much actually,i spent most of the time with the dog and my lil cousie and eating xD

oh i left out smth,in tht house-.-im the only one jumping arnd like a 3 year old shouting and countdown-ing others were like chit chat as though its just a normal party-.-they didnt even countdown! only me..alone..oh the kids? they are just abt 1 to 4 year old,wht you expect?==they dnt really knw its new year LOL. ohwell;p its a not-that-bad new year eve!

HAPPY NEW YEAR AGAIN!;D

countdown to sch reopening-.-:3 days

#477 LAST DAY OF 2009

2009-12-31T00:21:00.000-08:00

ITS THE LAST DAY OF 2009 ;D

since my baoyu,chriztay is blogging abt the last day-.-and she asked me to blog also in msn.so i shall blog then cuz she said:

C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
EHHH
sarahcsw* says:
?
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
WE SHOULD BLOG NOW
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
IM BLOGGING
sarahcsw* says:
YES!
sarahcsw* says:
XD
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
NOW XD
sarahcsw* says:
ABOUT WHAT LEG
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
BECAUSE
sarahcsw* says:
LEH*
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
LOL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
=.=
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
NEW YEAR GUA
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
I MEAN
sarahcsw* says:
LOL
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
THIS IS YOUR FINAL
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
LAST
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
LAST
sarahcsw* says:
we blog sama sama la
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
LAST
sarahcsw* says:
==
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
POST
sarahcsw* says:
OK LA
sarahcsw* says:
I GET IT
sarahcsw* says:
ZADAP
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
TO BE POST
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
TO BLOG
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
=.=
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
LAST!
sarahcsw* says:
==

she makes it sound so urgent=______= LOL.anyway.wht i did in ths year is...well,i got hurt mostly-_-oh shucks! forget abt it then;p i only rmb my holidays!aha.been crapping the most wit my xinyi-.- WE CREATED OUR VERY OWN SEAFOOD LANGUAGE! ;D

TAGA!PONLY EAT MAGGIA MEE,SO ZADAP!

translate to english:tada!pony only eat maggie mee,so zadao!

tee-hee xD and im sry for those ppl tht had been tagged in a post,photo or status in facebook while me and xinyi were spaming each other-_-SHE WOULDNT STOP!LOL!

tht lifeless xinyi is playing with her final fantasy ON NEW YEAR'S EVE!== i feel like whacking her head,realy=_=then she complaints..

C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
WAD LA
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
DRESS UP
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
RUN TO SUNWAY
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
AND SING KUMBAYAH
C.h.r.i.z.t.a.y'' wishes a merrychristmas & happynewyear. says:
AND SHOUT HAPPY NEW YEAR MEH =.=
sarahcsw* says:
HAHAHAHA
sarahcsw* says:
GO LA
sarahcsw* says:
==

i really want to go countdown wit petbro and other dudes lah D= but whn thy say they will play till dawn,i thnk my mum wont let me out and lock me in my room== LOL but i sure hope cn go~;p well...i have nth else to blog abt already-_-paisheh lo xD

HAPPY NEW YEAR~2010 HERE I COME!

#476

2009-12-30T06:08:00.000-08:00

did some quizzles for fun xp

What is your personality recipe?

sarah

- a pinch of seduction
- 2 heaping tablespoons of honesty
- 2 heaping tablespoons of charm

Season and serve.

What language should you learn?

You should learn Russian

You should learn Russian. You like to be able to speak to people wherever you travel if even just a little bit. You are smart enough to learn this language and have the patience to follow through with it.

wtf lol?==

Are you smarter than a monkey?

YES!

You scored 75%, which means that you're 37% smarter than a monkey!

ROFL ROFL IM CONSIDER DUMB ALREADY THEN XDD

#475 countingdown!!!!

2009-12-29T07:06:00.000-08:00

short update!

firstly im lazy to upload xmas outing's photo==u can proceed to facebook!;D

secondly I WANT TO GO OUT BADLY LOL!

thirdly I WANT SE AINO BADLYY TOO D=

wow it IS short,LOL

#474 merry chirstmas

2009-12-25T06:37:00.000-08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!!=D

teehee just got bck frm sunway with lili,moumou and xinyi!

mou and xinyi reached first followed by me then lili.i went to starbucks to find them.MOUMOU'S HAT DAMN COOL!!!XDDDD CHIRSTMAS TREE!!!!!lmao.picture of it will upload soon aft xinyi uploads and sends it to me=D

aft lili reached we wanted to go for lunch first but moumou saw the ferris wheel so we went to check it out==but as soon as we saw bumper cars!bumper cars it is!;D RM5 each person.was fun.and agn,pics will upload soon==was incredibally fun,xinyi must thank me for pulling her for the bumper cars xD cuz she nv try the bumper cars since she was six==talking abt non-bumper cars' childhood,ROFL.and then.we went to search for the restaurant named FULLHOUSE.really a nice place xD food was okay.tiramisu cake?IS A BIG NONO.RM7.90 for one small cube==AGAIN PICTURE OF IT WILL UPLOAD SOON,LOL==the restaurant was decorated nicely;) u can shop for clothes too and other stuff but i didnt buy anythng ;p aft eating abt4.30pm moumou have to go already D= met her dad;D now i knw whr mou got her smiles frm=)aft tht left me and xinyi and lili,we took pictures with the decorations and agn PICTURES WILL UPLOAD SOON.xinyi,if ur reading ths,see how important those pictures is==its the 3rd time already,LOL.aft tht we walked arnd,blahs.xinyi left us at 6.30pm me and lili went to buy movie tickets xD watched ZOMBIELAND! FUNNY!XD my rating..7/10 ! xD and kinda scary==lols.aft tht we walked arnd for time to pass by to wait for our parents to come.chit chatted and stuff.

my parents came first,felt sry fr leaving lili behind=( said bye three times LOL==then i reached home and blogging here.there are loads of funny stuffs and funny words that was formed by these 3 little funny ppl but i FORGOT DDDDD=

473 christmas eve

2009-12-24T07:06:00.000-08:00

first of all

I GOT 6 As FOR MY PEE-AM-ARE! xDD

yay~damn the BM tho== glad i didnt fail my chinese! xD

crongrats to others too=)

second of all.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDPA~im sorry but the picture;s not with me==will upload abt tonight;s dinner!;D

as i was saying,yeah!went for dinner at xi lai deng BUT didnt get to see hoshenglok and wongzhikhong to work==cuz they took the day off LOL such a coincidence==

third of all...
MERRY CHRISTMAS...EVE XD

aft taking the results aunt fetch me bck to grannys=) thnks loads~and then petbro came to pick me up and off we go to the mines to "celebrate" together with other dudes.we went to eat at KFC they were effing funny as usual=)and then we went fr arcade.-i thought of our memories while walking around in the arcade i didnt frown but i smile,i thnk i miss you(; then sze xuann wants to go out fr a walk so me and woonsee followed,the guys were racing cars..i wanted to buy some ice-cream so they followed me,while i turn to the ice cream stall,a guy with the board shoulders made me noticed quickly.no,he cant be HIM.no way..he turned.omg,i frozed,shocked,dumb-founded.he saw me and i said hi he said hi.i walk to the ice cream stall.he came to tell me smth.i was trembling.i wonder why,really.aft a small cht he went off.my head,blank.the worker asked me few times wht i wanted to order i only go err err err.i got my ice cream,it was bitter for the first time,i threw it right away.i dont feel well...

my eyes betrayed me but i force them to stop from flowing tho.i did not knw wht im feeling nor wht im doing.wht in the hell is going on?i will tell you wht,he scared the hell out of me.since i went to the arcade,i thought abt him,not a single one leaked out,i was just remembering those times tht made me feel smth speacial,its been time i didnt "review" it.and then...he appears,i was scared,you can tell it by me,trembling and my hands were awfully cold,i have prove,ask woonsee,she lent me a shoulder,thnks by the way,best cousie ever!(; and then aft tht i walk arnd to make myself calm down.there,you came out frm a store agn,my eyes were red and wet at tht time,woonsee quickly cover me up,but tht will be vry obvious so i just pulled her into another store.and then i started to sob a lil but not obvious=) i dnt like crying,really.i wonder why i will cry anyway,any explaination?xinyi said im being emotional=s altho i dnt get it much=/
and i was okay,i cnt act like ths,ruin other ppl's fun mood so i started smiling agn,im alright already,one thing i like abt myself is i can recover faster than you think i can=) aft tht petbro sent me home,got ready and went for dinner.and as for the rest,my lips are sealed=)

hope i can go out with xinyi and moumou and lili tmr=) loves,sarah.

santa gave me a great gift is to spend some time with you on christmas eve

#472 moodless

2009-12-22T07:26:00.000-08:00

am moody now=(
sigh,ohwell..
but i did feel much better aft went to the temple..
i dnt wana take those results D=

#471 are dreams real?

2009-12-20T19:01:00.000-08:00

saw some love quotes on facebook...

even if you could, put the shattered pieces back together, you could never replace what was once inside the bottle .

-mmmph,im not completely agree with this but true

In every girls life there will always be those three guys...the one she loves, the one she hates, and the one she cant get enough of...and in the end...they're all the same guy.

-this one makes me laugh somehow==

If I can have you only in my dream, let me sleep forever,..

-and this....reminds me

as i was saying,it reminds me what?mmmph,it reminds me of last night what i dreamed.i woke up this morning,at first it was these in my head:-urgh,is mum still home?i need her to fetch me. and..-nah,she will wake me up,she said so last night. and..-damned why cnt i get bck to bed? and..-......*suddenly rmb smth*WHY IN THE HELL I DREAM ABT THAT LEPRECHAUN?!

and then i was wide awake,tracing back what i had dreamed.and i realized that i still cant let you go cause i admit before i went to bed i thought of you for some time,why?something reminded me of you agn.everytime those THINGS that reminded me of you reminds me,im like just waking up frm a coma,blank at first then things to remind,to take bck those memories..ahhhhh,i dnt want blog anymore==ciao

#470 friends are amazing

2009-12-20T04:16:00.000-08:00

mmmph mmph.actually today nth much happened but i purposely did a post her to prove that homo IS a homo and yes!!!! he actually admit it abt 15 minutes ago without me persuade him to do so!oh yeah~here's the prove

at first,he deny it.but today,ho ho ho am so happy i wonder why==

YES! MISSION COMPLETE! rofl,i sound so LAME,ohwell,am a lamer anyways=p

and i found others i saved while i chat with ma girls.

ROFL!MY BAOYU WAITING FOR ME TO ONLINE XD and i DID scream at her whnevr she online xD i meant in msn=p
oh and last night,chatted with my baoyu in the middle of the night==and she suddenly went QUACK==

and she explaines....

will update later!;D

#469 love never dies

2009-12-19T02:56:00.000-08:00

where shall i start?

no idea.

will just simply type something to let time pass ;p

mum just came bck frm china;D yay,i have goodies~xD

chriztay went melaka-.-well,for one night only,but im bored as hell already-_-and hooray she came back today;D am chatting with her right now.;D

hmmmp,nothing much happened today just went for my piano class,practice my music composing-.-i really sucked at it LOL.

yesterday supposed to go out with godbro and dudes and jiaxi but ended up i cant go cuz dad's at home-.-so yea,im forced to stay at home AGAIN =/ sigh* but nevermind!;D dad brought us to swimming.swam for 2 hours or so and went grocery shopping aft tht home at last.watched astroboy.awwww,lols,nice show anyway.

emmmm,i gtg now,time for din din[dinner] with grandmama and papa and aunts and uncles and cousie ;p

#468 love you anyway

2009-12-17T07:23:00.000-08:00

alright alright am not holding back now-.-

I MISS YOU.

yay.done!(:

#467 WTFMAN official story xD

2009-12-17T03:54:00.000-08:00

haha,xin yi,SEE!!! im doing WTFMAN's script xDD are you done with the costumes yet?HAHAWTF.

WTFMAN wasnt as normal as other ppl,he always goes wtf wtf and wtf ppl find him rude but they didnt knw he was practicing his powers cause he knew that he would someday,become a superhero,just like batman in TV.But there's a thing about him,he dont hae any friends=(((( cause evrybody finds him rude but that doesnt stops him from going wtf wtf.then one day,when he was in middle school..there's this new boy moved into town and went to the same scool with wtfman,he was real quite and that made wtfman curious and went to talk to the new boy.he said hi and stuff where people usually talk when there's a new people in town and he found out that the new kid kept using the word WTH.wtfman then finds him interesting and invite him to his house after school and soon they became close friends.wtfman didnt tell a single thing about his special powers to wthman although they are very close but he didnt know tht wthman also has super powers!wtfman kept quiet about it too cause he thought that he had something wrong with him and he wasnt normal he is quite happy now to finnaly have a friend like wtfman although he is rude with those wtf words....

TO BE CONTINUED.

chung xin yi! i need your help lahh xDD hard wieh

#467 there's no real automatic love in you

2009-12-14T08:15:00.000-08:00

alright,since my abalone aka baoyu aka chriztay updated her blog,i will do so too,cuz last night i wanted to update and she do too.

what to blog about actually?random stuffs?==

i crapped with chriztay every single day==no matter in facebook or sms or in msn,she's really a crap queen-.-LOL cuz mostly if i crap,at the end,tht person will somehow find me anoyying and stopped replying me LOL.ohwell,i found my crap partner;D but she's wayyy better than me-.-she get on my nerves sometimes and made me burst out laughing in front of the computer that gave my mum an impression that i had gone nuts-.-currently we crap about...god,if you want me to list it out,its way too much,we crap about loads of stuff-.-i will need a few days to classify it xD lmao.well,of course,my notification in facebook is all by chriztay chuang xin yi-_-

i really hope that i could go to the CHRISTMAS BASH mostly organized by xin yi=s cuz if waiyen cant go,i have no transport-_-I.WANT.TO.GO! cuz im like going to get a reindeer hat! xD will be fun i guess xD

mmmmmmmm,am waiting for school starts cuz i cant wait to see my dear homosephians[ I LEARNT IT DURING MY BIOLOGY CLASS TODAY AT TUITION HAHAHA WTF,dnt knw wht it means?aww too bad,GO CHECK THE DICTIONARY! LOL] i bet on the first day of sch,you will see me go nuts hugging my girlfriends-_-i really didnt get to see them during the holidays,so,be prepared for my hugs! warning! may suffocate you xD espeacially CHRIZTAY CHUANG! xD wtflol.wow,i cant believe im saying this but im not looking forward to see someone* ha,chriztay,you knw wht i mean right?OMG LA,CHRIZTAY YOU SEE HOW MANY TIMES YOUR NAME IS IN THIS BLOG POST!HAHAHWTF!xD

gosh,the shitty PMR result's coming soon.....i dnt knw i was full of confidence but now,the closer the date for taking our result's coming,the more nervous i get,like wht if i cnt get enough As for the science stream class?god,am praying hard=s

my cousie got a new dog and named her YUKI,i find it wierd-.-cuz whn im calling the name,it sounds real wierd,i wonder why lol. and i took some photos with it xD SURPRISINGLY IT DIAM DIAM WHEN I TAKE PICTURE WITH IT! xD and it POSED FOR ME TOO! ROFL!!!
vic says i look like im choking it ROFL! HE MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD IN FRONT OF THE COMPUTER! mum passed by asking me why im laughing agn,it's the third time i burst out laughing in front of the comp tht day,the first two time was cuz of CHRIZTAY CHUANG![ur name appear agn,oh how could i live without you xD] then i explaine mum was like=______=VERY FUNNY MEH i stopped laughing,she always splash cold water to me[in cantonese saying xD]

vic says im like trying to pose the same pose with yuki,BUT I DIDNT! we just did it at the same time xD

ohyeah~my petbro's birthday's just around the corner and so do christmas aka waiyen's bday!

so...i have nth to blog abt now.....guess im going then=)

ciao

OH! a new xmas song tht my cousin who came for a visit frm singapore made:jingle bell,jingle bell,fucking all the way.cuz he was playing his online game and he say,neh ths dude la fuck me all the way here cuz i ask smth abt the game and i laugh like shit agn and we made ths song xD

#465 surprises,surprises

2009-12-11T06:16:00.000-08:00

me and my new cap!;p

just got bck frm malacca;D

no,i didnt went thr for holidays,went for working-.-with woonsee;) and mum.spent our nights at THE KING hotel.its not tht bad,but the internet sucked big time,really.spent our time with mum;s friend too;) aft we worked,that is.met her son[mum's friend] he is not bad actually,and her mum kept asking me to make friends with him,i was like errrr?swt!! woon see kept teasing me-.-not xiang tai loh!!!wtflol.then mum told me in the car he's my cousin i was like......FTW?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?fine,forget abt it-_-lols.then the third day we relaxed a lil,and went to the mall again.bought some stuff for me self,bought a cap,mum nagged-.-lols,didnt care abt her,cuz she gave me the money and asked me to buy wht i want-.-she must thnk me fr not spending ALL of it;p aft tht we said goodbye and went home,straight back to KL.

it was real fun overall,u cn see tht im lazy to blog abt it xD

pictures are uploaded in facebook,if u want to take a look,that is and also the cameron trip.

#464 happy birthday little bro

2009-12-08T06:12:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARREN!;DD

i lovey you;)

#464 reunite again

2009-12-06T07:59:00.001-08:00

today started keong's tuition.not bad=) and thnks for the advice frm the pros.lols.

hmmmp,nth to blog abt actually........

so,yea,ciao xD

opps,the cameron thingy?will update whn im free,seriously busy nowadays-.-

fyi,am going to malacca with dear woonsee! frm wed to fri,baoyu gonna miss me agn,hahahwth.

btw,im not really a taiwanese star's fan,but i saw ths dude on the tv the other day and got me sticked to the show till it ends!my dad changed the channels i even scolded him for tht,oh my gosh,found this photo,how sweet,tee-hee

and im like finnaly found out his name?LOL,i didnt knw hw to read man-.-eventhough its displayed on the tv screen==my chinese sucks big time-_-i got more info frm waiyen,lol.and went to search some photos,found out his eng name?LOL,jam hsiao.i was like JAM? LOL! strawberry jam HAHAHAHA WTFLOL ROFL! sry,am being in my own world agn xD

#463 highlands

2009-12-06T05:57:00.001-08:00

am back frm cameron highland bay-beh! to my surprise,yew wee went too!o.o didnt see him-.-lols.will update abt the trip next time! am lazy now-.- so ciao! wana take a nice long bath

#462

2009-12-05T22:09:00.000-08:00

am at cameron highland now!;D
currently at uncle chow's kopitiam yamcha~

#461 if it was meant to be

2009-12-03T19:04:00.000-08:00

hello!;D no,im not at cameron now tee-hee.

nah,have nth to do,so,update a lil xD
look! wht i saw whn i sign in xD

lols,i knw i have nth better to do x)

and baoyu,if u're readin ths...U ALSO OWE ME A XMAS GIFT!!!!! GRRRR xD tricked me into readiong ur blog and got a free gift huh?nw you get it too x) and dnt lie abt nv come and read my blog whn im away-.-i have eyes on my bck,uhmmm no ths sounds wrng,i have eyes on this blog1! xDDD wtflol.anyway,hope i will have fun at cameron?=s i prefer going to the beach or smth,nt somewhr cooling==

gtg then,miss me!;D

#460 embracing

2009-12-03T05:55:00.000-08:00

my collection of my crime-fiction books!!! *proud*

AHHHHH I FINNALY GOT MACFAYDEN'S THE DARKER SIDEEE

sis:stinky socks

these are ytd's photos.hmmm,nth much happen today xD woke up at 1.15pm-,-cuz i chtted with moumou on phn till 6am FTW!!! xDDD lols.am going cameron highland tmr! be sure to miss me,tee-hee

#459 its depends on yourself

2009-12-02T09:04:00.001-08:00

today! i realized! its all about you want it or not;D some may understand what am saying x) nyahaha.

and! i thought of a new sarah's quote!wana knw?sure!i will be glad to!

"want me to pInch you or pUnch you?"

and another one...

"some things just werent meant to be.but i will know when it is meant to be cause its really meant to be and not arent meant to be.got it?its meant to be to be meant to!;D"

baoyu say yeng lea~ xD

xD okay,i knw im being stupid,but,somehow,idk why,my brain's installed some stupid things inside-.- LOL.and it only activates whn im being with baoyu aka xinyi xDD love you loh!

AND!!!! im proud to say tht the crap group had just add in a new member...my grandpapa aka LIVIA!

okay.today,went to bukit tinggi with mum to "supply" thngs at jusco for Jcard day-.-ended up we did some shopping instead,lol.i played time crisis3!! dammit,i lost in the 1st area-.-ftw!we ate korean food fr lunch~but i thnk its nt really worth it tho-.-lols.i told mum to eat food court! cuz i wana eat laksa;p and mum regreted fr eating korean food,ha-ha.then,blahs! we went for amcorp mall for the BIG BAD WOLF BOOK SALE! $5 EACH BOOK! EVERYTHING MUST GO!GUESS WHAT?TODAY LAST DAY! #$%^$%^&*%^sfgtdehbrbrtb i bought 9 books!one of them's the book i've been waiting fr one whole year!!! fdbtrbnbybftgdds!!!!!! CODY MACFAYDEN'S THE DARKER SIDE! now in bookstores selling rm60 i bought for rm5 fulamak!!!!!! okay,im crazy abt books,dnt mind me xD

then aft tht went to pick up the camera...ish,i dnt dare to touch it anymore,bao yu,u knw wht i meant xDDD lols.then we went home.blahs! did some random shots with the camera with my sis,had quite a fun time taking pics with ma sis,she's two times GILA-er than me,LOL.will post it asap,cuz usb isnt with me,boohoo=( kk,gtg call my moumou~ciao~ update tmr

-im proud of myself to be able to put aside;)

#457 some history cant be forgotten

2009-11-29T23:12:00.001-08:00

am moody today,really moody.am going to find my baoyu to cheer me up;)

oh,uploaded last friday's outing's photos in facebook.will upload here soon

#455 evry memories came rushing in

2009-11-27T04:42:00.000-08:00

every memories came rushing through my head when you were beside me,where i could hear your breathing,where i wouldnt want to be somewhere else.the bad ones,and the good ones,i felt wierd instead of secureness,comfortness and happiness.

just got bck frm midvalley and watched NEW MOON with baoyu aka xinyi aka granny,livia aka granpa,jie yi aka xinyi's sis,yijia aka tall dude,johnston aka salted popcorn[well,he made me thought of popcorn tht's why xD],waiyen aka bestfriend,gummy aka gummy! and his friend-.- lols.anyways,gummy didnt really join us cuz he dont really knw xinyi they all,and he's lucky to listen to my advice by bringin one of his friendsx) okay will start the story now.

begged like hell last night,at 2am dad finnaly agreed-.-whoa,was being vry high,called up xinyi to deliver the good news x) aft tht woke up at 8 smth to get ready,dad fetched me to waiyen's house at 9.30am.went to take taxi at abt 10smth,almost 11am oni get to grab a cab and go to KTM,waited fr effing long,cuz effing many ppl,we took the second round==finnaly arrived at midvalley at abt 12.15pm [I HATE THIS PART] then i walk towards midvalley and some salesgirl or whatevr stopped me and waiyen then started to intro thngs blablabla then i said no and she stopped me agn,compliment me[oh puh-lease i also knw tht trick la,i was a salesgirl before!]blablabla then i wanted to walk away then she said"just write ur name and support us,nth else" then finie i wrote then she said cn buy one of our crafts?only $20 i was like WTH?!?!U TRICKED ME?U DIDNT EVEN SAY THE MONEY PART! WTF! of course i didnt say it out loud,then blablabla me and waiyen finnaly gave them $10 each,ARGH I HATE THEM,AT LEAST THEY BE HONEST MAH,THEN I MAYBE GIVE THEM $10 LOH! WHT THE HELL!!==fine,i treat it as a donation,i wont trust these ppl anymore,lesson learnt today!

then we arrived,blabalbal met up with ppl at the cinema,gummy pissed me off ARGH=/ then blablabla was fine agn,sry am lazy to detial cuz its really nonesense.then we were argueing wht to eat then finnaly food court,i asked them to go on cuz i want to find gummy.

there i found gummy coming out frm the cinema,wow,he dye his hair golden,kam mou meh lmao,wearing in black,just like me?coincidence much! man in black haha suddenly tought of tht.i was quite far away,wanted to shout his name whn i got nearer but i didnt i just stand thr with my arms crossed,i knw he will turn arnd,to my surprise,HE DID! wow.and i was somehow glad to see him agn whn he turns,my anger towards him faded just like tht;) evrythng seems to slow dwn whn he walked towards me and i walked towards him.we then chit chat a lil,i love to see you smile babe;) then i left to find xinyi they all then they wanted to go carl's junior-.- blablabla xin yi bought salad xD and i ate some haha,was tasteless=-=

called up gummy to come and pick up his movie ticket,explaine the problem we were having,then he solved it,cheers=D pity his friend tho-.-LOL then some girl came to ask fr donation,i was busying with the movie ticket thng,she was thr explaining then i went bck fr the girl and said huh? then she was like alamak,she didnt listen to me,then she wanted to start all over agn so i stopped her and count how many ppl,8 so i ask them to each donate $1 some got,i forgot who,i only rmb me,xinyi,gummy,waiyen,i donate $5 loh-.-then i got the sticker frm them,i have two already bck home=) guess i was influenced by ah keong aka petbro x)

then we continue to chit chat and another girl came to explaine,i showed her the sticker,she said thnk you and i reply her to rmb drink mr water.wht?thy really need to explaine loads of thngs,will run out of saliva xD tht girl smiled with a thnk you and went away.i felt good whn i donate x) not being cocky here-.-lols.then aft tht gummy went away,left us gila over thr,haha.then aft tht blablabla we dnt knw wht to do-.-slacked arnd,went gardens blablabla

then i was hungry so we went to hunt some food xD i ate the 1901 hotdog ,fyi its near the money changer=)

then aft tht we went walking arnd agn,waiting for time to pass by cuz our new moon show starts at 4.20pm and we were moaning hw bored and how sunway is much mr better than midvalley hahaha,no offence midvalley xD then i was vry vry vry vry tired[fr some reason] then i suggested to go McD to rest,they bought ice cream,took pictures,played,chit chatted over thr,finnaly 4pm!then we bought over popcorns and stuff and went for movies.

johnston sits beside yijia and yijia sits beside xinyi and xin yi sits besides jie yi.liv sits besides waiyen,waiyen sits beside me,i sat with my gummy;) we werent in the same row=( i slept thru out the advertisments,then waiyen woke me up whn the show starts,well,it wasnt as nice as i expected,no offence twilight fans! its just personal interest but i like the fighting part xDD haha.gummy went at 6 whr the show ends at 6.30,he gtg cuz the parents came so i said bye and he left,i dnt wana miss the show,so i didnt sent him out x) so,didnt get to take pic=/aft the show went bck with waiyen.waiyen's dad took me out fr dinner and here i am blogging and crapping with bao yu aka xin yi agn! xDD i miss gummy already=s ohwell,will see him in a month's time xD kam mou~ LMAO

edit//gosh i lost my movie ticket-.-i meant the remaining ones...well,i have odd habits,i save all the remained tickets of the movies i watched-_-for memories i guess,lols.I LOST TODAYS ONES!#$%^&%$!! GAHH-.-waiyen sacrifizes hers for me xD

#454 you make me smile

2009-11-26T05:18:00.000-08:00

I broke the promise to love you but i kept the promise to love you forever-by me! yeng leh x)

last night siao-.-busy like shit only lols,texted gummy♥ ;D you really really make me smile;)

today didnt follow mum to work,im bored of it already-.-will continue next week xD i need a break lah-_-went to waiyen hse instead!;D well,aft i practice me piano of course..went over to show her my stuffs =3 and then we kinda like play dress up or smth-_______- LOL,felt like little girl,hahahaha.anyways,went bck home and 6,get to watch The Nanny xD damn funny lor,haha. blah blah blah...i dnt dare to ask dad if he cn fetch me to midvalley tmrT_T cuz he suddenly say:tmr go bck hometown i was like shocked!stunned! and i almost dropped the laptop as i was taking it out frm the computer bag,OMG LAHHH I WANA GO LAH!!!

$%#$%#%^%#

i wana see my baoyu,i wana see my gummy,i wana hang out with my granpa!!!!!! LMAO

praying like,so hard

#453 time wont stop for you

2009-11-22T06:57:00.000-08:00

as usual,went for ma swimming.was doing great till my leg got cramp while i was doing backstroke-.-wth right?yish..went home and ate the cendol and rojak daddy bought,yum,tht cheered my cramped leg for a while.then dad put some dnt knw wht kind of medicine,i dnt thnk it workd and dad says tht it will chase the air away?i dnt get it-.- LOL.but it got better o.o

sis went fr her UCMAS thingy,i dnt thnk she will get any prize and i was right xD no,i didnt curse her! just tht whn you saw her homework,you will knw why-.-then aft tuition,mum fetch me and i company her to eat her so called lunch,its 3.30pm LUNCH?-.- then aft tht went for my hair cut wheeeee xD explained to the hairdresser like shit only-.-but then okay lah,not bad x) bathed just nw and god,hw easy it is to wash it! urgh.and its lighter! hahaha,i sound wierd dont i?xD but i kinda miss it=s she cut it way too short,shorter than i want it to be GRRR.wht else cn i do?use super glue and stick it? im thinking of buying a wig o.o i knw you will be thnking its short,but nt really,it still looks long,fr me its short=s IM USED TO LONG LONG HAIR LAH,wht you want me to do abt it?== sigh,i dnt thnk my current hair length will look nice in my caps=s well,me personal taste is with long hair o.o

watched 2012 just now,its nice,but it will be great with 4D ;D supposed to watch it in cinema with waiyen but then since the phone bill came ytd,mum scolded me like hell,so yeah,cnt go==but i hope she will let me go on friday's outings*crosses fingers* i miss gummy=( haha.am going to watch new moon yo! hahas.

thnk thts all,hope waiyen will come to my hse,my leg's still pain wht the hell,i dnt wana walk to her hse-.-haha lazy me;p

p/s:chriz : i saved a box of tissue while watching 2012! guarantee tears summore-.-i dnt see tears

#452 a night with bao yu<3

2009-11-19T08:17:00.000-08:00

click to enlarge~

VOODOO ARE SENSITIVE TO ROBOTS!! XD

LAPRACHAUN!!! xd

currently webcam-ing with ma baoyu aka granny1 xD damn kesiao wan lo she x)

#451 ppl sometimes do crazy thngs whn they're in love

2009-11-16T05:53:00.000-08:00

Which way are you going? The left one where there is nothing right? Or the right one, where there is nothing left?

saturday 14th nov 2009
fyi,its been a month aft my bday today xD im being lame,i knw=-=yoong kang's BBQ birthday party was nice;) i kinda like,served them o.o LOL.ppl who attend were..ME!waiyen,jia xi,ann,enn,xiang qi,teck meng,sheng le,yi ting,zhen yuan and others i kinda forget=s pardon me-.-overall,its fine;) we had laughs and all.pictures taken frm en's blog

im camera shy xD

they were bullying me!!=( lols
jia enn! lols

sunday 15th nov 2009
my swimming postponed to 3pm so i went fr my tuition with ruihan=) oh sweet sweet friend.lols.swam like many many many many laps o.o i was shocked cuz usually few laps then i went out of the water and get some sun[actually lazying] ahahhah.then went bck home,da bao-ed cendol! me fav xD watched hannah montana while eating-.-the show was kinda lame but funny! lols. then i forgot wht i did,all i rmb was texting gummy *wink*

today monday 16th nov 2009
LAST DAY OF SCHOOL!
so i went.gummy went too=) but i think he went cao gei -.- so ohwell,i went into sch,expecting laikuan to come,FFK! nvm,cuiling company me agn xD took a nap in the library xD den blablabla went home..IT WAS BORING!== ohwell..went home slept aft my lunch,i slept fr like errrr 4 hours-.-i dnt knw hw am i gonna sleep ltr== yish.
hmm...i have nth to blog abt anymore,ciao wana text gummy♥!x)
-i have no other words to say but i....you knw;)

#450 aww babe;)

2009-11-14T00:31:00.000-08:00

look wht i found in facebook,LOL

gummy's..

quiz What does your day of birth say about you? and was born on a Tuesday.
Personality Traits- Charming and graceful. - Love to indulge in creative stuff. - Joyful attitude towards life. - Unpredictable at times. - Peace lover. - A good motivator. - Sympathetic. Trustworthy.Very generous

some are so true! o.o

and mine xD

Sarah has taken the quiz What does your day of birth say about you? and she was born on a Friday.
Personality Traits- Wise and humble. - Inspiring character. - Creative bent of mind. - Fun to be with. - Loyal lover. - Good looker and great dresser. - Confident. - Center of attention in a crowd. - Love the finer things of life. - Caring.

do you think so? xD bold ones are the ones that i think its true

and this..

You\'ve been living for 15 years, 1 months, and 0 days.You were born on a Friday.Your date of conception was probably 21st January 1994.You\'ve seen 4 leap years.Your Zodiac Sign is Libra.Your Chinese Zodiac Sign is Dog.Your Ruling Planet is Venus.Your Birthstone is Opal.Your Birth Flower is Calendula.Your Birth Tree is Maple Tree.Your Birth Number is 2.Time till your next Birthday 333 days 11 hours 1 mins.Your Lucky Color is Blue or Pink.Your Lucky Day is Friday.Your Lucky Number is Six.

LOL.TRUE LIKE HELL,meant the bold ones,others idk

Sarah's Birthday Color is Silver
Silver symbolizes perseverance, sleekness, reflection and affluence. You are an innovative person, keen to try out new things. You are easy-going and chilled out in life. You know you have big dreams and want them to come true.

gummy has the same colour too! lols.

ohwell,im being bored=s waiting fr waiyen to come back frm her outings with her basketball club-.- and then off to yoongkang's place;D blog later!

#449 i heart BKK ;D

2009-11-13T07:12:00.000-08:00

IM BACK BAYBEH! x)

i know you miss me lahh xDD

kays.lets talk abt my first trip!

day 1
woke up quite early,got ready and the taxi driver came to fetch us to the airport.while in the car..SHIT!I FORGOT TO BRNG MY EFFING SWIMISUIT arghhh apa lah-.-the driver recomment me to buy a new one hahaha,mum agreed woh!! xD reached the airport,blablabla.finnaly the best part! in the plane=) i observed around,saw many different ppl,gosh im like a stalker or somthing-.-spy on ppl,LOL.then i slept,fyi,im still tired since i woke up=-=
reached bangkok took a taxi.the dude dnt knw whr our hotel is,helo its a 5 star okay?obviously,they are acting dumb to charge more of your cash,this is why i hate to be the tourist,you always got tricked=/ finally reach The Siam Heritage Hotel.its small but the room's nice.me and mum took the suite so means,our room is the biggest one already=s so,aft unpacking our luggage we went for shooping=) pissed cuz i cnt find the right swimsuit-.-blabla*actually i dont rmb much*

day 2
woke up early just to have a swim,then i went up to take a look see,my mum ask me to do so and i will know why she asked me to do tht.now i knw,its vry small -.- LOL lah then we checked out and took a taxi to our next hotel,the Grand Millineum Hotel,5 stars too.the stupid taxi dude tricked us again==acting all stupid.i-hate-taxi-drivers== fck you man! then we finnaly reach the hotel.lobby's fine until i went into the room.OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i rate 9 upon 10 man,why nine since its so damn nice?cuz its expensive=-=LOL the bathroom,superbly nice,the bed,super duper comfty,plasma tv! omg!! i didnt take any photos sry xD but all i could say is,the room IS VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY NICE,its like in those magazines where you want to renovate ur house=p i cn rmb the number of our room 1609 gogogogo go buy 4D xDD then we rested for a while and went to platinum.1 more thing i hate abt bangkok is thier traffice jam,way worst than ours-.-we stucked in the jam for 1 hour,wht the hell right?then mum was fed up paid and get off,we walked to platinum.bought alot of things there,i cn shop whole day over there,you cn get ANYTHING! the worst came,mum was out of money==went to the exchange counter,thank god we can use credit card xDD so,off we go and shop agn! haha aft tht went to a mall i forgot wht it called bought my swimsuit=D more than RM100 wieh== then we went back.mum's seriously tired,not me xD but ohwell,went bck and enjoy the hotel facilities.slept quite late,i miss my gummy!! lols

day 3
woke up quite later today,linger around the hotel,didnt get to swim,cuz its hot=-=then we checked out at 2pm and went for shopping agn then we rushed bck to get our luggage and took a cab to the airport.darn it,TRAFFIC JAM AGAIN!=-=i slept inside the taxi and mum kept worrying and kept complaining i was fed up and ask her not to think it anymore,the more you think abt bad stuffs it will happen.then mum kept sigh-ing she's worried abt us missing the plane,my sixth sense tells me that we wont,so i didnt really cared and continued to sleep.at last we reached,we didnt miss any plane;) hahha,mum was funny,HURRY UP SARAH!!! RUNNNNN LAHH!!! HURRY UP!!! i was like urgh-.-mums lols.reached the plane.persuade mum to order me some doughnuts xD and she did hahaha then she slept i slept for a while too.reached and dad came to fetch us.texted those ppl;) then we went to eat supper aft tht home sweet home.

done!actually nth much xD i forgot most of the things tht happen,pardon me xD
today..
went to waiyens house,webcamed with suetteng,i hope i cn overnight at her house next week!x) tmr maybe going to yoong kang's bday party,BBQ wieh! lols,stupid transport problems=-=

and next monday going to sch,who's going?

ciao then!nth to blog abt;p

-you always had been in my mind even we are millions miles away

#448 just you wait darl

2009-11-09T07:09:00.000-08:00

okay,done with my packing.I cnt wait to see thier pool,lols.somehow its my fav part-.-i dnt mind the rooms small or whatever,the thing is the pool! LOL.i can spend much much time over there,dont mind getting tan xD okay,maybe a lil-.-

-woke up early today,texted the driver not to fetch me,am going to car pool with jia xi and waiyen;D went kana,thank god i saw yuin en!♥ lols.so i tagged with her to the mall,fyi,i was planning to be solo for the whole day xp

went with some form4 dudes,no interest in knowing thier name,haha,so i didnt knw x) then me and yuin en walked arnd by ourselves,shopping.blahs.god i cnt find any right ones for myself==ohwell.yuin en bought one shirt,its nice babe;) aft tht the dudes found us{amazing,well,they have ways and i know how they do it,im smart! xD} they booked for red box,me and yuin en,of cause,declined.and they want to go for movies.i was like oh c'mon! i want to be alone.i didnt say tht out loud,i just said it out loud in my head-.- yuin en begged[so called] so i followed.

reached there,changed my mind.but they were sooo smart and bought me a ticket,gave some cash and dumped yuin en{IM SOOO SORRY} and its my solo time.! lols.walked here there,oh my god,i walked the WHOLE building and i still cnt find anythng for me self==grrrr nevermind,sure will find loads at bangkok,tee hee xD went to gardens too,was bored already and i was like kinda sleepy,i know it sounds wierd,but i am tired== so i went to starbucks.

the cashier asked for my order,i was seriously blur,that's how i am when im sleepy-.- he will need to repeat what he said at least 2 times,poor guy,lol.but i thank him for complimenting my necklace;D aha.took my cafe mocha♥ and my cinnamon roll and found a seat,took out my book to read,currently reading"the historian" i've been neglecting it for months,lol but i shall say the host is wayy better x but the book is also good,if not why would i buy it right?lols.aft my refreshing coffee,im off to the cinemas hoping yuin en's done with her movie..but i cnt wait tht long,looking at my watch gosh,i need to catch up my van-.-

actually i was planning to stay at the mall till 4 but since i had walked both of the building im thinking its time to go home-.-so i rushed to the taxi stand,wht?RAINING,oh gosh,must be traffic jam later!urgh.i rushed,but i still missed the van-.-argh,ths is not my day,wht else could i do?i will need to get into sch and wait for 4pm ride...i regreted for not taking the ktm but i have no more cash at tht time-.-and i also regreting for not bringing 50 bucks more,urgh.thank god i saw cuiling♥in the library,spent time with her.

finnaly it's 4pm!but..its..RAINING AGAIN,urghhhhh.we waited to see if the rain's not so heavy but we waited the rain gets heavier by the minute,oh wht the heck,we ran-.-and i got wet,urgh.waited for myself to dry whn i got into the bus,cuiling was reading my comic.i slept,was real tired.reached home finnaly.called waiyen,jia xi answered,they came to my house.

hung out a lil,they both end up sleeping in my living room whn i came out frm showering==so,i watch some tv and woke them up.there they go..and i watched my show as usual"the biggest loser" its nice,i wonder why== then i took a nap,woke up and here i am,texted gummy♥,texted a lil,he seem to be busy,ohwell,im busy as well so i didnt reply him.am sry,didnt feel like it darl;)

kays,i thnk thts all.wait for my bangkok post! hahas,byeee

-trust me,i will miss you♥

#447 nothing can stop us

2009-11-09T05:30:00.000-08:00

am going to bangkok tmr!;D
ciao,need to do packing.
-nothing can stop us right?

#446 A Smile To Die For

2009-11-08T00:21:00.000-08:00

look look! my husky magazine xD

went swimming as usual today,my coach is killing me== lols.anyway,aft tht went to tuition,ruihan kept her promise! hahas,great!so,we had class together blahs,went bck home aft tht.nth much actually.

you are wondering since nth much happened why am i blogging abt it aite?I AM TOO BORED.you gotta understand tht right?lols.

currently chatting with ma girl,waiyen! lols.

oh yeah,HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR UNCLE! lols.i love you,like seriously=) cnt wait for his birthday slash dinner x) k then,im off to find my new blogskin,ciao~

-i cnt wait to see you agn tmr babe;)

#445 oh baybeh! <3

2009-11-06T04:57:00.000-08:00

went to school today,went for JC meeting.it was somehow,sad=( anyways,aft tht went to midvalley with elaine,SUPPOSED TO GO WITH HOMO TOO.wait before i start..

DARN YOU FRIGGIN HOMO!SECOND TIME YOU FFK-ED!

I.HATE.YOU!

he was the one who friggin begged(so called) me to go out with him and turns out tht HE FFK A.G.A.I.N i swear i dont wanna go out with you ANYMORE!arghhh

okay,chill.then me and elaine went together.we walked here and there,went in and out of stores,blahs then we decided to eat at secret recipie.was eating then elaine saw junkang coming out frm the coffee bean,just next to secret recepie.say hi and bye then continue with our meals.aft tht we walk arnd agn..and went bck to sch,company elaine to wait for her dad,saw ruihua,thnks for the sweets dude=) then came cuiling,so i somehow dumped elaine xD SORRY LAH but my bus arrived already=s lols.then chit chat with cuiling and blahs,im home!thnk thts all.

ME LOVE GUMMY!;D
-im so glad tht i cn see you today and its sooo unexpected!though we didnt see each other ytd..tee-hee,cnt wait for next mon babe♥

elaineeee! xD

2009-11-05T08:11:00.001-08:00

ELAINE!!! XD